Haiz... could hardly contain my depression so decided to come here to blog... here seems to be the best place that can hear me out... but of course still there will be people who will see it.. but my blog... hu will even bother to come n c it. i really dunno wat happened... i juz lost two gd frens? it's really really lonely to go home alone or walk to the parade square alone... i tried to made myself happy, make me forget that i'm walking alone... but... why? wat is actually wrong with my character that everyone must keep me at one arm's length... i nv hope u two ignored me because of ... i nv tot it's wrong to dislyk a person... if this is my opinion that made everyone offended... den i dunno wat to do... dun tell me u nv disliked a person, regardless he/she is ur fren or an artiste or whoever la... everyone has their likes n dislikes rite?? EOYs really driving me crazy... finally noe the meaning of ling shi bao fo jiao le... really painful plus the troubles i'm having lately... i'm sure some people will definitely gloat when they see tis post, because they have succeeded in destroying me... yes i'm sad but i wun be sad forever... how i wish i nv needed frens... but the fact is i really needed frens.. frens r really important in my life... nv liked to lose any unless i feel that there's something wrong we cannot be friends... it's really tiring to always quarrel... so why can't we keep a distance? I din go round defaming people but complaining to the people i trust... i nv knew, nv ever that u people that i trust so much so much din believe in me... cant be my confidants at all... i guess my dear blog is my dear confidant...

Haiz... could hardly contain my depression so decided to come here to blog... here seems to be the best place that can hear me out... but of course still there will be people who will see it.. but my blog... hu will even bother to come n c it. i really dunno wat happened... i juz lost two gd frens? it's really really lonely to go home alone or walk to the parade square alone... i tried to made myself happy, make me forget that i'm walking alone... but... why? wat is actually wrong with my character that everyone must keep me at one arm's length... i nv hope u two ignored me because of ... i nv tot it's wrong to dislyk a person... if this is my opinion that made everyone offended... den i dunno wat to do... dun tell me u nv disliked a person, regardless he/she is ur fren or an artiste or whoever la... everyone has their likes n dislikes rite?? EOYs really driving me crazy... finally noe the meaning of ling shi bao fo jiao le... really painful plus the troubles i'm having lately... i'm sure some people will definitely gloat when they see tis post, because they have succeeded in destroying me... yes i'm sad but i wun be sad forever... how i wish i nv needed frens... but the fact is i really needed frens.. frens r really important in my life... nv liked to lose any unless i feel that there's something wrong we cannot be friends... it's really tiring to always quarrel... so why can't we keep a distance? I din go round defaming people but complaining to the people i trust... i nv knew, nv ever that u people that i trust so much so much din believe in me... cant be my confidants at all... i guess my dear blog is my dear confidant...