ok i promise myself, i will only blog.. den i will leave to do my homework, the stupid sewing work... argh dunno wat i was sewing... dey dun look lyk letters at all loh, all crooked... so damn disappointed wif myself.. n this morning i actually went crazy.. putting my bag on the massage chair, but it kept on dropped. so i became very vexed so i kept picking it up, den throw it HARD on the massage chair again, shouting "you! be more guai can or not!!! sit properly!!!" i kept shouting that loh, ppl wud hav tot i'm a mad woman. den when it finally settled down, i took another bag to hit it. den both bags dropped. den i became VERY irritated, so i threw the the other bag which has a DISC MAN inside far far away, den carry my sch bag outside.. see? crazy rite.. Grace said that she tinks cos i'm too stressed, but i dun tink the stress comes frm frens, peers.. i seem to b unhappy wif all my frens, i oso dunno y.. lyk person A.. But first muz tok abt my CIP today..
today went to MINDS Towner Garden School, actually it is A VERY NICE AND COLOURFUL BUILDING!!!!! soooo much betta den DHS loh, soooo dull... but before that, it was all the running and rushing and dashing.. cos aftr home econs straightaway hafta go to the SC meeting,which is CRAP la.. scolding everybody because of some black sheep.. I'm DAMN buay song loh... y it oways hafta to b liddis.. HAIZ.. ok fine.. i will CHANGE... go back to TGS, all the kids oso very cute, except some look quite scary la, but i still can stand it.. den before goin into TGS, smth happened.. a bee landed on my collar, den yujia was lyk screaming screaming screaming... leaving me dere frozen, dunno wat to do.. lolx den the BRAVE selina used her tie to brush off the bee, thanks a lot ah SELINA!!!! My life saviour... lolx.. den later was assigned to J5P.. n got a scolding frm Jasmine.. cos the teacher assign everybody to their jobs already, den left jasmine n i.. den tcher was lyk asking between us, hu will go to J5P wif xiao you.. den actually jasmine raised her hand.. but i decided to tell the tcher straightaway when i heard xiao you say that i wud b wif her.. she wanted to do wif me, but i was quite unwilling la.. very bad rite.. but we hafta b firm sometimes mah... so later she cried and told xiao you n i off.. i tink we both feel quite bad la, but wat matters is she has a job wat.. so ok la, it's still a gd day after all, even though i was quite nervous before hand.. den the children were lyk, quite different frm normal children loh.. den got tis bony malay guy, pulled my hand told me smth which i dun understand.. haha but overall i tink my class's children all very nice and friendly!!! n got tis cute cute guy, c him really reminds me of MING QUAN!!! Ming quan no offence ah, but he's really as cute as u leh!!!! looks oso quite alike.. lolx.. mingquan really no offence hor!!! :D den Le-Anne really got lots and lots of stories to tell abt her class, quite jealous of her.. cos halfway i was instructed to help the tcher to do teaching aids.. so wat difference it has wif jasmine's job.. regret volunterring loh!!! tot it's soem helping to carry tings job.. was very disapponited loh, cut the cards until my hands were numb!!! but at least i tried two kinds of jobs la, still acceptable :( den later flag lowering ceremony xiu rong n i were lyk waving waving waving, den ms yeo looked at us as if we were mad women.. hahaha tink she din noe wat we were doing la.. den later went home liao den heard from person A that her mother is writing a letter for her to resign frm SC.. straightaway i became very buay song wif her loh.. nowadays oso dunno y buay song wif wateva she does.. dun feel lyk seeing her face oso.. i dun lyk her now loh, i tink that it's very bad.. very irresponsible to quit SC especially if u hav been appointed a SC by the principal.. being SC is not juz abt investiture can wear long sleeve shirt n be seh ok.. person A.. hope u noe tis.. i'm not hapy wif u quitting, dere r loads of ppl out dere hu has more activites den u.. y dont dey quit everything lyk u do.. i dun lyk weaklings.. instead of tinking of ways to arrange ur time betta, u r starting to throw away everything.. dun regret in the future ok.. n learn not to b a perfectionist la.. i carn stand u liao loh, everttime tok to u is the same old SIAN attitude.. n really cannot count on u anymore.. dun wan means dun wan.. dun tell me to WAIT cos i will really wait for u to help me.. i'm utterly disappointed in ur attitude today ok? i dun lyk u!!! u werent' liddis in sec 1, y did u become liddis.. very disappointed loh, so irresponsible.. SO DAMN DISAPPOINTED LA!!!!!!!!!!!