haiz... feel lyk crying now... y is the world so unfair? oh yea i noe i'm always the monster... i'm always the bad guy, whoever cries, it'll always be my fault... ya i noe i muz change i muz change I MUZ CHANGE!!! why cant anyone understand me? why? why? why? why am i always negative, n others positve? i juz cant understand... how i hate myself... haiz