I'm super sleepy... after karate... pulled a muscle somemore... feel like dying!!! haha but karate is still fun! love it man! tmr is the shooting workshop!!! hope that everything will go well...


now let me talk abt my exam results... the few subjects that shocked me was Biology and Language Arts... I din expect myself to fail the LA compre, but since everyone oso just passed, it's ok la... but my essay! the stupid vase gave me 14/25!!!!! for both essays! I HATE HER LOR!!!!!!! end up my LA just passed only... and ms yee din specially mention that my documentary is good... very worried that my film got very low marks! den i sure die le!!!!!! i really need LA to be pulled up an A, if not i really die le... cos i died for chem exam!!!!!!! i couldn't get a B... :'( can only settle with a C.. but luckily maths is two subjects... so i hav C for maths 1 and B for maths 2... if my LA can get an A, den i'll hit 3.2... pray hard pray hard...

now talk abt biology... i was really shocked that i can at least get 66, even though it's super lan already... u can see my previous entries... i really really really, really, i swear that i din study... i only studied properly till nutrition... end up nothing came out, which made me really mad... tot i would hav failed when i heard that there are 2 failures... but luckily it's not me! PHEW! quite shocked abt my results, cos i actually din study... and it's biology somemore, a memorising subject... it's a good thing that i still have my A... :) at least not that pathetic...

Physics was well... HAHAHA... i din expect to pass anyway, i din even study the main chapter magnetism... i dun expect to pass... LOL... but it's shocking that i actually got higher marks than last year! at least i din get a F... i got a D! lol but who cares... i'm not gonna count physics in anyway..

Chem was disappointing... but i knew i deserved this kinda result... imagine slacking the whole two years, den when tomorrow is the exam, i'm still slacking... den midnight den start to rummage through the notes... i dun expect to get high marks... true enuff.. but at least i din fail! so i should be thankful le... blame myself for not studyign lor... dunno why i gave up studying too... too lazy ba?

History was ok la... but quite disappointing, after comparing with other ppl... tot i would hav done better de... maybe it just shows that i'm really not humanities inclined... i cannot write as well as others... :( xue ting is very/quite science-inclined and she got higher than me... so this just tells me that i shouldn't go for humanities!!! somemore i failed my LA!!!!! last time i can get higher marks than xue ting de, and this time she got much much higher than me... so worrying!!!! i can forget about humanities le... i dun wanna die!!! and the stupid weifu... he's super er xin... he got 92 for history!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he actually got full marks for the two essays u noe!!!!! so SUPER BIAN TAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz this kinda person is die die humanities inclined lor... BUT... his maths and sciences all very gd lor...except biology and physics... he gave up physics... but dunno what happened to his bio... he actually got lower marks than all of us!

chinese was... quite disappointing... but at least i still have an A... so i shall not complain... cos i tink that i should get higher marks for my zuo wen :(

maths was... ms low said i improved a lot frm last year... but i rmb last year i got about the same score!!!! quite disappointed too... but at least i still hav a B! i must work harder next year... i'm starting to feel that i'm getting the hang of it la... it's too late rite... but i must work hard!!!!!!!

overall... i only hope that LA will hav moderation... cos i'm not far away from A... i got 68.0 something!!!!! 2 more marks!!!!!!!! pray hard that there will be moderation... den can i get a 3.2... which is a minimum gpa... i aim for 4H2... hopefully i can make it!!!! i really wan to start afresh... hope i'll get a chance!!!!!!!

actually i sort of decided that i'll go for humanities... however after looking at my LA results, my chinese results and my history results, i do realize that i really cannot write well... even in chinese... cos my zuowen din score well!! my chinese only got 73... which is relatively low... even though history got a 74... but as compared to others, it's low!!!!! if i go for humanities, dun tink i can survive with the competition... cos i dun really like writing... even though xue ting and rebecca jus suggested me to go for humanities so that i'll be a reporter... but it's reporter for gossips... so it's smth like paparazzi!!!! lol but i dun really like to write leh... i dunno what i wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just know that... everytime i watch 天涯侠医, i hav a very strong urge to be a doctor... i know very well that with my lousy results i cant... but i really would like to help people!!! with my knowledge... but i'm not a very sociable person... so i really dunno how la!!!!!

i used to think that i'm stronger in languages... but it seems like, no i'm not! look at how i write this blog and u'll know... i look at other's blog... they can hav poems, and they are all so shi qing hua yi... but for me? i really canot do this kinda thing, no matter how hard i try... and i really dun like to write essays...

maybe i should really choose sciences... chem bio or chem physics? and should i go LEP? i know chinese has always been my strongest subject, but I struggled a lot... i put in a lot of effort in chinese and yet my result is still a very very very little above average... or average... it may not be my strengths...

it's unbelievable... but i do think that there's a certain percentage that my strengths is actually sciences!!!!!!! even though i had always flopped my maths and sciences in primary sch and in lower sec... actually lower sec i did quite ok for maths and sciences la, average or a little below average... the reason that i can do well is it because i dun put in enuff effort? i wun bring myself to understand more and tink more... maybe cos i dun like to use my brain... HAIZZZZZ... what should I choose? i have to make my choice at the end of this month... i feel like i'm holding on to a time bomb... and the date is nearing... WHAT SHOULD I DO???? >.<

maybe i should really choose sciences.. to keep my options open... cos for science faculties, there are subject pre-requisites... but for humanities faculties, there are no pre-requisites... maybe GP only... so i should go for sciences rite? in case i wan to go into engineering or pharmaceuticals... or if possible... medicine..

is it because i have not been working hard, that's why i keep flopping my maths and sciences? but if i have to work hard to get gd results, then it shouldn't be my abilities! for some, maths and sciences just comes natually to them, but for me it's not... quite artificial in fact... it's hard for me to absorb all the science facts oso... and also to analyse... but undeniably... i AM interested to know more about science facts... but prob is the fact that i always cannot do well in exams just put me off.. but i oso shouldn't run away frm it because of that rite...

HAIZ i must make my choice clearly la! but whatever it is... i have to work hard!!!!! start reading newspaper, newsweek, times... haiz... going to use up a lot of money liao !

and next week got jap o level...and i havent study yet... i'm prepared to fail le ba???? OMG... better start soon... tomorrow? den 14th to 18th k box got 5th anniversary... 5 dollars only!!! i wanted to go everyday de lor... until xue ting reminded me that i still have my o levels... haha but heck care le la... if jap affects my higher chinese cert den i'll take higher chinese again!!!! hopefully i wun get a F9!

anyway i'm really sleepy... tomorrow hav to oversee the workshop too... gd nite! :)

i have been blogging a lot! haha 60 posts le! lol...

I'm super sleepy... after karate... pulled a muscle somemore... feel like dying!!! haha but karate is still fun! love it man! tmr is the shooting workshop!!! hope that everything will go well...


now let me talk abt my exam results... the few subjects that shocked me was Biology and Language Arts... I din expect myself to fail the LA compre, but since everyone oso just passed, it's ok la... but my essay! the stupid vase gave me 14/25!!!!! for both essays! I HATE HER LOR!!!!!!! end up my LA just passed only... and ms yee din specially mention that my documentary is good... very worried that my film got very low marks! den i sure die le!!!!!! i really need LA to be pulled up an A, if not i really die le... cos i died for chem exam!!!!!!! i couldn't get a B... :'( can only settle with a C.. but luckily maths is two subjects... so i hav C for maths 1 and B for maths 2... if my LA can get an A, den i'll hit 3.2... pray hard pray hard...

now talk abt biology... i was really shocked that i can at least get 66, even though it's super lan already... u can see my previous entries... i really really really, really, i swear that i din study... i only studied properly till nutrition... end up nothing came out, which made me really mad... tot i would hav failed when i heard that there are 2 failures... but luckily it's not me! PHEW! quite shocked abt my results, cos i actually din study... and it's biology somemore, a memorising subject... it's a good thing that i still have my A... :) at least not that pathetic...

Physics was well... HAHAHA... i din expect to pass anyway, i din even study the main chapter magnetism... i dun expect to pass... LOL... but it's shocking that i actually got higher marks than last year! at least i din get a F... i got a D! lol but who cares... i'm not gonna count physics in anyway..

Chem was disappointing... but i knew i deserved this kinda result... imagine slacking the whole two years, den when tomorrow is the exam, i'm still slacking... den midnight den start to rummage through the notes... i dun expect to get high marks... true enuff.. but at least i din fail! so i should be thankful le... blame myself for not studyign lor... dunno why i gave up studying too... too lazy ba?

History was ok la... but quite disappointing, after comparing with other ppl... tot i would hav done better de... maybe it just shows that i'm really not humanities inclined... i cannot write as well as others... :( xue ting is very/quite science-inclined and she got higher than me... so this just tells me that i shouldn't go for humanities!!! somemore i failed my LA!!!!! last time i can get higher marks than xue ting de, and this time she got much much higher than me... so worrying!!!! i can forget about humanities le... i dun wanna die!!! and the stupid weifu... he's super er xin... he got 92 for history!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he actually got full marks for the two essays u noe!!!!! so SUPER BIAN TAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz this kinda person is die die humanities inclined lor... BUT... his maths and sciences all very gd lor...except biology and physics... he gave up physics... but dunno what happened to his bio... he actually got lower marks than all of us!

chinese was... quite disappointing... but at least i still have an A... so i shall not complain... cos i tink that i should get higher marks for my zuo wen :(

maths was... ms low said i improved a lot frm last year... but i rmb last year i got about the same score!!!! quite disappointed too... but at least i still hav a B! i must work harder next year... i'm starting to feel that i'm getting the hang of it la... it's too late rite... but i must work hard!!!!!!!

overall... i only hope that LA will hav moderation... cos i'm not far away from A... i got 68.0 something!!!!! 2 more marks!!!!!!!! pray hard that there will be moderation... den can i get a 3.2... which is a minimum gpa... i aim for 4H2... hopefully i can make it!!!! i really wan to start afresh... hope i'll get a chance!!!!!!!

actually i sort of decided that i'll go for humanities... however after looking at my LA results, my chinese results and my history results, i do realize that i really cannot write well... even in chinese... cos my zuowen din score well!! my chinese only got 73... which is relatively low... even though history got a 74... but as compared to others, it's low!!!!! if i go for humanities, dun tink i can survive with the competition... cos i dun really like writing... even though xue ting and rebecca jus suggested me to go for humanities so that i'll be a reporter... but it's reporter for gossips... so it's smth like paparazzi!!!! lol but i dun really like to write leh... i dunno what i wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just know that... everytime i watch 天涯侠医, i hav a very strong urge to be a doctor... i know very well that with my lousy results i cant... but i really would like to help people!!! with my knowledge... but i'm not a very sociable person... so i really dunno how la!!!!!

i used to think that i'm stronger in languages... but it seems like, no i'm not! look at how i write this blog and u'll know... i look at other's blog... they can hav poems, and they are all so shi qing hua yi... but for me? i really canot do this kinda thing, no matter how hard i try... and i really dun like to write essays...

maybe i should really choose sciences... chem bio or chem physics? and should i go LEP? i know chinese has always been my strongest subject, but I struggled a lot... i put in a lot of effort in chinese and yet my result is still a very very very little above average... or average... it may not be my strengths...

it's unbelievable... but i do think that there's a certain percentage that my strengths is actually sciences!!!!!!! even though i had always flopped my maths and sciences in primary sch and in lower sec... actually lower sec i did quite ok for maths and sciences la, average or a little below average... the reason that i can do well is it because i dun put in enuff effort? i wun bring myself to understand more and tink more... maybe cos i dun like to use my brain... HAIZZZZZ... what should I choose? i have to make my choice at the end of this month... i feel like i'm holding on to a time bomb... and the date is nearing... WHAT SHOULD I DO???? >.<

maybe i should really choose sciences.. to keep my options open... cos for science faculties, there are subject pre-requisites... but for humanities faculties, there are no pre-requisites... maybe GP only... so i should go for sciences rite? in case i wan to go into engineering or pharmaceuticals... or if possible... medicine..

is it because i have not been working hard, that's why i keep flopping my maths and sciences? but if i have to work hard to get gd results, then it shouldn't be my abilities! for some, maths and sciences just comes natually to them, but for me it's not... quite artificial in fact... it's hard for me to absorb all the science facts oso... and also to analyse... but undeniably... i AM interested to know more about science facts... but prob is the fact that i always cannot do well in exams just put me off.. but i oso shouldn't run away frm it because of that rite...

HAIZ i must make my choice clearly la! but whatever it is... i have to work hard!!!!! start reading newspaper, newsweek, times... haiz... going to use up a lot of money liao !

and next week got jap o level...and i havent study yet... i'm prepared to fail le ba???? OMG... better start soon... tomorrow? den 14th to 18th k box got 5th anniversary... 5 dollars only!!! i wanted to go everyday de lor... until xue ting reminded me that i still have my o levels... haha but heck care le la... if jap affects my higher chinese cert den i'll take higher chinese again!!!! hopefully i wun get a F9!

anyway i'm really sleepy... tomorrow hav to oversee the workshop too... gd nite! :)

i have been blogging a lot! haha 60 posts le! lol...