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I feel like hiding in a corner and start crying... i shouldn't have checked the answers from biology!!!! i knew myself that i'll be disappointed.. i din even finish studying, what should I expect from this paper?
i need 60.5 for this paper, to get an A.. now i tink i won't get 60.5... if i pass, it'll be considered a miracle!!!!!! cannot remember anything for essay questions, jumbled up all the facts, i even mixed up sensory neurone and effector neurone... 10 marks gone. and the mcq was super tricky and i tink i got tricked for a few questions liao... how? this is super worrying cos i dun tink bio will have moderation... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! no A+, no A even... what a shame. the paper was easy but i din study!!!!!!!!! really really really regretted, but what can I do? if everything goes well, it was supposed to be like this:
LA - A
Chinese - A
Maths - B
Bio - A
Chem - B
History - A
now i'm worrying that my La cannot pull up to an A, my maths cannot pull up to a B and my chem cannot pull up to a B and my history cnanot maintain!!!! my bio is even worst... i expected A!!!!! stupidddddddd.... how? if i cant get 60.5 i cannot get A!! even if the other subjects managed to pull up, i can only get 3.14 gpa!!! it's so near to 3.2 yet so far. now i really think my bio cannot get A liao, it will have to drop to B... if i really get 3.14, can appeal to get 4H2 even??? really hope can... :(
this seems like when i was in primary school... when i was in pri 1 and pri 2 i worked hard and so my results were good... however when i was in pri 3, i start to play a lot, and pri 4 was even worst... streaming somemore!!!! den i only had 1 band 1 and 2 band 2s... i appealed for em1 and the principal even discouraged me from doing that!!!! but luckily in pri 5 and 6 i picked myself up and worked harder... my psle results was quite surprising..
is that going to happen too in secondary? sec 1 and sec 2 worked hard.. year 3 play a lot... year 4 during streaming, left a little step to a better band... if that's the case, let me really really really pray hard that i'll be able to appeal for 4H2s... i promise. i will work hard in year 5 and year 6 and do well for A Levels, even though it is even more hard...
MY BIOLOGY!!!!! 60.5 is quite a low score, and yet i cant even get it... what a failure i am.