These few weeks have been having drug design workshop as my elective! It's nubbad la, but apparently the lecturer is very very very boring!!!! And it's been a long time since I felt that I'm 发呆-ing when it appears that i'm very attentive! hasn't been paying much attention to the lecturer except for the 2nd day. The first day i fell asleep at the 2nd part, and 3rd and 4th day i was stoning. Today's the fifth day, we went to Beacons pharmaceutical! The visit's short la, and actually not very enriching... but it was an eye-opener! All the high tech machines, and all of us had to wear hair cover, shoe covers and a mask! haha everyone looks funny... And i was so glad that my mask din drop off because of the fact that i dun hav 鼻梁。hahaha... but i have to say, the practicals are very very nice!!! Can visit dinah's blog at everlasting-yourlight.blogspot.com to see the photos... im too lazy to take photos... >.< there was this practical, when we were decomposing an aspirin pill, then there was acidic fumes released which made everyone cough! dinah and I were the very first to smell it lor... we were like "what is that smell? what is that smell?" den starts to cough cough cough!! den everyone starts to cough... den everyone runs out, leaving me still standing on the same spot looking blur... lol.. luckily it's not poisonous! and apparently this spread to everyone else, when i said i'm from drug design, the others will say "oh, i heard that there was this experiment which caused everyone to get choked and run out of the lab" and the effect was really great, till the lab techs at the next lab got choked too! Thru this elective, i oso got to know dinah better! Still nubbad la... left 2 days only, must try to pay attention! and not forgetting to do my best for the presentation!

Next friday is the shooting workshop... and i'm super super worried because the response seems horrible... i only have jolene lai signing up!!! THANKS JOLENE LAI FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! but... it's really really sad! i have people telling me in the face that they dun wan to join, which makes my heart break into pieces.. i noe that this definitely wun appeal to many, but it still hurts me to see that after much efforts, most still dun appreciate... haiz what to do? hope that on 9 october when we collect the forms, there will be at least 20 people... or should i blame myself that i'm not sociable enuff? yongliang's class have ppl saying that they'll go as a form of support for him! Probably i'm too hateful le ba? That people dun hesitate to cross out the "interested" and hand it to me, as a form of "challenge". Dunno la, i like to think too much, please ignore me.

I wanted to go singing!!!! Then super super sianzzzzz... haiz have to wait till next week le cos no one can accompany me.. shall try to bug my mother to go with me tmr... haha den i dun nid to pay myself! i tink i'm getting addicted to singing le, especially after the last singing session with liu jia and rebecca... cos i really sang a lot... and it was only towards the end, that i finally got warmed up and can hit the high notes... i was like 走音-ing at the front part, so sorry to the both of them for causing noise pollution! Now i FINALLY noe, i MUST only choose easy songs at the front, den choose more difficult songs like zhang hui mei's song at the back no matter how much i like them... LOL, i take so long to finally understand this fact...

And... I LOVE KARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm afraid that i will be like what rebecca is afraid too, we'll give up because of A-levels... hope that i wun... even if i would, it will only be temporary... i wan to work till black belt, cos i dun wan to mop floor!!!!!! LOL and i wan to be like the girl, and lead the others... :)


Ok, now talk about my o-level jap... IT WAS A TOTAL DISASTER!!!!!!!! I know the others oso said that they died, but i tink no one should get lower marks than me, because i withdrew from 3rd lang already... dun understand why i'm still taking o-levels? to b honest, i oso dunno myself... i was too foolish, i should have been decisive enuff to withdraw from 3rd lang at the start of this year, and not take o-levels... i'm just wasting money and make my higher chinese cert look ugly... if my jap gets F9, and my chinese can get at least an A, i will tear up the cert and take higher chinese next year as private candidate! ok back to the exam... the reading passage thing, the very first word was a kanji, and i din noe how to read that!!!!! around 50% of the passage i cannot read because they were kanjis... and i just kept skipping them, skip skip skip, then i was mumbling thru, cos i din noe how to read them... den i realized i was monotonous... it was HORRIBLE... i tink i would do even better when i was in sec1!!!! BOOOOO... den the asking questions part was equally horrible... i actually said i would study when during holidays... WHAT A JOKe... LOL... den the teacher asked me what i like to study... den is said i like to study languages... but apparently i said the wrong vocab which left the teacher clueless as to what i was talking about... she thought for a while before helping to correct me! In an exam... -.-" den i even said i dislike jap!!!! haha i said at first i thought jap was interesting, but now as jap gets more difficult, i dislike jap! den the teacher was like "dislike" haha, she was VERY shocked... den i said i like to go singing with my friends... den the teacher was like saying so you go to karaoke lounge bar often... of course i cant go often right? but i forgot the other adverb, so i just said yes... and the teachers were like looking at each other with that kind of "gosh, this is a bad student" look... haiz misunderstanding mam! After i stepped out of the room, i realized i din say good afternoon to the examiners, nor say thank you... SLAP ME... and oso, this has to be recorded!!! And they are still using casettes tapes... and i din noe how to use a casette recorder! LOL... den the teacher was like telling me the instructions in japanese... i gave her a clueless look, den the other teacher told her to use english... LOL... my jap is HORRIBLE... dunno why it came to this lor... it was still fine, quite good in fact during sec 1 and sec 2... until i start to pon lessons with cynthia... >.<>.<

Haiz, it's a bad thing, that you update only very frequently like me... cos the posts will end up being very very long! hope this is the last thing... I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM! 102/150!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY TWO MARKS! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! SUPER LUCKY! Lalalalalala... that time, i heard some sec 1/sec 2 junior playing on the sch piano, exactly the same pieces that i played... at that point i knew that i would definitely fail my exam... haha I'm super thrilled!!!!!!!! will be upgraded to grade 7 le! haha den i'll soon leave piano... for violin!!!! haha but see how ba... cant be too greedy, cos i cannot do piano well... maybe i'm not musically inclined ba... but piano really improved my rhythm... at least, i noe how to follow the music when singing... haha liu jia needs to jia you for rhythm cos she always sings too fast!!!! den i have to tell her "too fast too fast!" but her singing's quite ok la... at least better than somebody... :)

These few weeks have been having drug design workshop as my elective! It's nubbad la, but apparently the lecturer is very very very boring!!!! And it's been a long time since I felt that I'm 发呆-ing when it appears that i'm very attentive! hasn't been paying much attention to the lecturer except for the 2nd day. The first day i fell asleep at the 2nd part, and 3rd and 4th day i was stoning. Today's the fifth day, we went to Beacons pharmaceutical! The visit's short la, and actually not very enriching... but it was an eye-opener! All the high tech machines, and all of us had to wear hair cover, shoe covers and a mask! haha everyone looks funny... And i was so glad that my mask din drop off because of the fact that i dun hav 鼻梁。hahaha... but i have to say, the practicals are very very nice!!! Can visit dinah's blog at everlasting-yourlight.blogspot.com to see the photos... im too lazy to take photos... >.< there was this practical, when we were decomposing an aspirin pill, then there was acidic fumes released which made everyone cough! dinah and I were the very first to smell it lor... we were like "what is that smell? what is that smell?" den starts to cough cough cough!! den everyone starts to cough... den everyone runs out, leaving me still standing on the same spot looking blur... lol.. luckily it's not poisonous! and apparently this spread to everyone else, when i said i'm from drug design, the others will say "oh, i heard that there was this experiment which caused everyone to get choked and run out of the lab" and the effect was really great, till the lab techs at the next lab got choked too! Thru this elective, i oso got to know dinah better! Still nubbad la... left 2 days only, must try to pay attention! and not forgetting to do my best for the presentation!

Next friday is the shooting workshop... and i'm super super worried because the response seems horrible... i only have jolene lai signing up!!! THANKS JOLENE LAI FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! but... it's really really sad! i have people telling me in the face that they dun wan to join, which makes my heart break into pieces.. i noe that this definitely wun appeal to many, but it still hurts me to see that after much efforts, most still dun appreciate... haiz what to do? hope that on 9 october when we collect the forms, there will be at least 20 people... or should i blame myself that i'm not sociable enuff? yongliang's class have ppl saying that they'll go as a form of support for him! Probably i'm too hateful le ba? That people dun hesitate to cross out the "interested" and hand it to me, as a form of "challenge". Dunno la, i like to think too much, please ignore me.

I wanted to go singing!!!! Then super super sianzzzzz... haiz have to wait till next week le cos no one can accompany me.. shall try to bug my mother to go with me tmr... haha den i dun nid to pay myself! i tink i'm getting addicted to singing le, especially after the last singing session with liu jia and rebecca... cos i really sang a lot... and it was only towards the end, that i finally got warmed up and can hit the high notes... i was like 走音-ing at the front part, so sorry to the both of them for causing noise pollution! Now i FINALLY noe, i MUST only choose easy songs at the front, den choose more difficult songs like zhang hui mei's song at the back no matter how much i like them... LOL, i take so long to finally understand this fact...

And... I LOVE KARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I'm afraid that i will be like what rebecca is afraid too, we'll give up because of A-levels... hope that i wun... even if i would, it will only be temporary... i wan to work till black belt, cos i dun wan to mop floor!!!!!! LOL and i wan to be like the girl, and lead the others... :)


Ok, now talk about my o-level jap... IT WAS A TOTAL DISASTER!!!!!!!! I know the others oso said that they died, but i tink no one should get lower marks than me, because i withdrew from 3rd lang already... dun understand why i'm still taking o-levels? to b honest, i oso dunno myself... i was too foolish, i should have been decisive enuff to withdraw from 3rd lang at the start of this year, and not take o-levels... i'm just wasting money and make my higher chinese cert look ugly... if my jap gets F9, and my chinese can get at least an A, i will tear up the cert and take higher chinese next year as private candidate! ok back to the exam... the reading passage thing, the very first word was a kanji, and i din noe how to read that!!!!! around 50% of the passage i cannot read because they were kanjis... and i just kept skipping them, skip skip skip, then i was mumbling thru, cos i din noe how to read them... den i realized i was monotonous... it was HORRIBLE... i tink i would do even better when i was in sec1!!!! BOOOOO... den the asking questions part was equally horrible... i actually said i would study when during holidays... WHAT A JOKe... LOL... den the teacher asked me what i like to study... den is said i like to study languages... but apparently i said the wrong vocab which left the teacher clueless as to what i was talking about... she thought for a while before helping to correct me! In an exam... -.-" den i even said i dislike jap!!!! haha i said at first i thought jap was interesting, but now as jap gets more difficult, i dislike jap! den the teacher was like "dislike" haha, she was VERY shocked... den i said i like to go singing with my friends... den the teacher was like saying so you go to karaoke lounge bar often... of course i cant go often right? but i forgot the other adverb, so i just said yes... and the teachers were like looking at each other with that kind of "gosh, this is a bad student" look... haiz misunderstanding mam! After i stepped out of the room, i realized i din say good afternoon to the examiners, nor say thank you... SLAP ME... and oso, this has to be recorded!!! And they are still using casettes tapes... and i din noe how to use a casette recorder! LOL... den the teacher was like telling me the instructions in japanese... i gave her a clueless look, den the other teacher told her to use english... LOL... my jap is HORRIBLE... dunno why it came to this lor... it was still fine, quite good in fact during sec 1 and sec 2... until i start to pon lessons with cynthia... >.<>.<

Haiz, it's a bad thing, that you update only very frequently like me... cos the posts will end up being very very long! hope this is the last thing... I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM! 102/150!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BY TWO MARKS! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! SUPER LUCKY! Lalalalalala... that time, i heard some sec 1/sec 2 junior playing on the sch piano, exactly the same pieces that i played... at that point i knew that i would definitely fail my exam... haha I'm super thrilled!!!!!!!! will be upgraded to grade 7 le! haha den i'll soon leave piano... for violin!!!! haha but see how ba... cant be too greedy, cos i cannot do piano well... maybe i'm not musically inclined ba... but piano really improved my rhythm... at least, i noe how to follow the music when singing... haha liu jia needs to jia you for rhythm cos she always sings too fast!!!! den i have to tell her "too fast too fast!" but her singing's quite ok la... at least better than somebody... :)