Tomorrow's the o level jap! and can you believe it... up to just now 10pm, i still dunno the syllabus, have to ask mei xue... so MALU!!! boohoo but nvm meixue is a nice girl..den after asking i realized i can see the o level ten year series la!!!! stupid rite!!!

today was a slack day. we had subject combi talk, cca talk, exhibition, blah blah... saw thru all the subject combi le, still in a dilemna! but at least i more or less know what i have to choose la... now have to choose between history or CLL as contrasive subject lor.. den cca.. there are really a wide array of ccas to choose from!!!! dunno what to choose! wanted ISAC de lor... but.. it has to be my core cca, so no choice lar! den i just realized that every category can only have 1 cca chosen!!! cannot 2nd cca be from the same category too! DIE LE!!! i wan youth flying club! how!!!

but anyway... kenneth, chee guan and i were supposed to go kbox.. end up the person said we could only sing till 5pm.. so chee guan said that it was bu zhi de.. and jurong actually had a lot of ppl, had to wait for rooms lor! so we went pizza hut for lunch.. den i realized kenneth is very greedy.. our meal din hav salad, but he went to take them!!! shhh hahaha.. but it's true lor.. nobody cares... tink i should have taken more servings of soup la! LOL.. den we started to talk about our coach for next year.. we cant make a decision! actually i'm ok with anything ba, more or less neutral.. i'm ok with safra and cdans too.. even though i hope that i can have a china coach, but i oso do hope that the coach will be caring too.. haiz super mao dun! we spent lotsa time talking abt that...

den later we decided to go back to kbox again!!! haha no rooms again.. the person said we had to wait till 5pm.. so we decided not to wait.. guess where we went next.. MACDONALDS! for ice-cream.. i tink going out with them, i'll gain LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA weight la!!!! den suddenly we got so excited again about the cca publications.. actually to be specific, kenneth wasn't la.. he was very shocked at our enthusiasm! cos we wanted to have this cca quite some time ago.. den we saw that it was in the list of merit ccas! haha den we were thinking of our proposal... den we oso wrote down a list of ppl who might be interested...

IT'S SUPER FUN! I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT!!!!! haha.. even though there may not be many competitions which we can take part in, but i believe it'll definitely look good in the testimonial de! besides my core cca is still air weapons mah, should be able to get more points frm there ba! i realized ah.. chee guan definitely has much more enthusiasm than me.. he called me telling me to find out the ppl interested and to discuss more.. unfortunately he called me on hp! den it was super uncomfortable talking on hp, so i din have the mood to talk... we'll discuss tmr!!!! however, from the list that he told me that would be interested, there is someone which i'm not really on good terms with.. haiz.. anyway there are really really few ppl whom i'm on good terms with, so i shall try not to mind..

YAY!!!!! I tink there's a high chance that this cca can be set up.. cos of its feasibility! it was supposed to be set up, dunno what happened la... so we must try to start this project again! mdm ilyana said that we can have this cca.. if we have less than 20 ppl, we can talk to her.. which means 有得商量! yippeeeee!!! high chance of getting this cca set up lor!

anyway.. i just read a horoscope thing frm somewhere... it says that i'm actually good at scientific laws and theories leh... so does that mean i'm a science person?? haha..no wonder i'm not good at writing! LOL.. dunno got basis or not la.. but anyway i have decided to go into science le.. at least it would give me more career options even though my passion is still chinese.. but apparently chinese literature isn't quite alike to the chinese we study now.. so i should consider twice whether i should take up CLEP or not.. cos have to take either H2 CLL AND H3 CLL or H2 CLL and H1 CSC which i would definitely not want.. confirm wun take CSC le... don't think i wan to study about china all the time.. I WILL DIE. at least chinese literature is still quite interesting.. so if i can do well in science, i'll prolly aim for pharmacy or medicine if i can even cope! or if i still wan to be a chinese reporter for zao bao.. i believe publications should be able to help me.. anyway for university, don't need to have chinese literature in order to enter the chinese faculty, so should be no prob ba! so maybe... tentatively.. my combi will be.......

Maths, Chem, Bio, History.. i feel like taking all H2 levels.. but i dun hav 3.2 gpa! will they allow appealing or not arh... cos i dun feel like taking history at H1... cos i quite like history de lor... or if i can only take 3H2 and 1 H1, den i cannot take CLL le! cos CLL only offered in H2... haiz hope they will have moderation or something or allow me to appeal.. my gpa should be 3.06 ba.. at least i pulled up to a 3!!! work harder work harder!!! i really regret slacking my time away.. but i'm oso relieved that i managed to keep myself from someone at an arm's length... this person is in deep trouble liao.. failed a lot of subjects, tink this person won't even have a contrasive subject!!! dunno how this person is going to do le.. some ask me, aren't u worried for this person.. it's actually not whether i'm worried for this person or not... it's like, no use worrying for this person right? cos this person doesn't even care! from what i heard this person din even bother to study for eoys! how can expect to pass? at least i din really work hard for eoys rite, but i still listen in class.. this person din even listen in class, eoys din study, how to pass? at the very least i passed all subjects, except physics.. cos i din even care abt it.. i actually wanted to take physics de lor.. but haiz... i failed it, so cant take it le! :( so take chem and bio lor! good la, at least help me to eliminate a subject le! i have a feeling that i may develop passion for life sciences... or at the very least, i do have interest for sciences, but no passion yet la... cos all my passion were used up for chinese... hope i will be determined enough la!

heard today that the statistics for 4As in other JCs is quite high... which means i cant depend on results oso... cos i dun tink i can even get 4As either... so have to count on CCAs, CIP,and my interview skills le.. i flopped 1 interview, i shan't let history repeat itself! have an urge to join maths and sciences council cos it would definitely help in my testimonial... but won't actually a real research programme with external programmes help more? actually i would prefer youth flying club... cos i still believe that... since i'm born with good eyesight.. it's inherited... i believe that fate would like me to do something which requires good eyesight... flying is one i believe... dunno which are other choices... and oso since the horoscope thing says that i should be good in scientific law, maybe i should give up on the choice of being a lawyer! hahaha... just a crazy idea cos the pay is really good! but think maybe my language isn't that strong... i struggle quite a lot of history.. and chinese is i really have to work very very hard in order to achieve such results... haiz super tiring... dun hav talent for it means dun hav la.. just have to accept it lor.. and i can't possibly fight a case in chinese either... if i speak english, i get tongue-tied..how am i going to be a lawyer??? hahaha... maybe a doctor? or a pharmacist? or a pilot? but very few female pilots rite... but i always liked to try male-dominated stuff wat... if not i wouldn't have joined air weapons, i wouldn't have gone for karate... all male-dominated lor.. karate can the whole class have 20 plus ppl and only 3 females, not including me and Rebecca...haha isn't that male-dominated? must try new stuff ma! if not i would have joined chinese society or chinese orchestra le... capricorn are very conventional.. but don't think i'm conventional thinking from that point of view..

anyway.. friday have jap listening compre and reading compre... it should be easier to take la? but have to memorise kanji! but for tomorrow is compo! den i saw the format for the other paper... like nothing to prepare de lor... compo... tell me what i can prepare la! so this means that... TOMORROW DIE LIAO!!!!!!! i'm not sad at all leh.. haha dun feel anything at all.. haiz in holiday mood le la.. no exams!!! but have to do chem ws and chinese ws, oops! sorry father, wasted your money! :)

Tomorrow's the o level jap! and can you believe it... up to just now 10pm, i still dunno the syllabus, have to ask mei xue... so MALU!!! boohoo but nvm meixue is a nice girl..den after asking i realized i can see the o level ten year series la!!!! stupid rite!!!

today was a slack day. we had subject combi talk, cca talk, exhibition, blah blah... saw thru all the subject combi le, still in a dilemna! but at least i more or less know what i have to choose la... now have to choose between history or CLL as contrasive subject lor.. den cca.. there are really a wide array of ccas to choose from!!!! dunno what to choose! wanted ISAC de lor... but.. it has to be my core cca, so no choice lar! den i just realized that every category can only have 1 cca chosen!!! cannot 2nd cca be from the same category too! DIE LE!!! i wan youth flying club! how!!!

but anyway... kenneth, chee guan and i were supposed to go kbox.. end up the person said we could only sing till 5pm.. so chee guan said that it was bu zhi de.. and jurong actually had a lot of ppl, had to wait for rooms lor! so we went pizza hut for lunch.. den i realized kenneth is very greedy.. our meal din hav salad, but he went to take them!!! shhh hahaha.. but it's true lor.. nobody cares... tink i should have taken more servings of soup la! LOL.. den we started to talk about our coach for next year.. we cant make a decision! actually i'm ok with anything ba, more or less neutral.. i'm ok with safra and cdans too.. even though i hope that i can have a china coach, but i oso do hope that the coach will be caring too.. haiz super mao dun! we spent lotsa time talking abt that...

den later we decided to go back to kbox again!!! haha no rooms again.. the person said we had to wait till 5pm.. so we decided not to wait.. guess where we went next.. MACDONALDS! for ice-cream.. i tink going out with them, i'll gain LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA weight la!!!! den suddenly we got so excited again about the cca publications.. actually to be specific, kenneth wasn't la.. he was very shocked at our enthusiasm! cos we wanted to have this cca quite some time ago.. den we saw that it was in the list of merit ccas! haha den we were thinking of our proposal... den we oso wrote down a list of ppl who might be interested...

IT'S SUPER FUN! I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT!!!!! haha.. even though there may not be many competitions which we can take part in, but i believe it'll definitely look good in the testimonial de! besides my core cca is still air weapons mah, should be able to get more points frm there ba! i realized ah.. chee guan definitely has much more enthusiasm than me.. he called me telling me to find out the ppl interested and to discuss more.. unfortunately he called me on hp! den it was super uncomfortable talking on hp, so i din have the mood to talk... we'll discuss tmr!!!! however, from the list that he told me that would be interested, there is someone which i'm not really on good terms with.. haiz.. anyway there are really really few ppl whom i'm on good terms with, so i shall try not to mind..

YAY!!!!! I tink there's a high chance that this cca can be set up.. cos of its feasibility! it was supposed to be set up, dunno what happened la... so we must try to start this project again! mdm ilyana said that we can have this cca.. if we have less than 20 ppl, we can talk to her.. which means 有得商量! yippeeeee!!! high chance of getting this cca set up lor!

anyway.. i just read a horoscope thing frm somewhere... it says that i'm actually good at scientific laws and theories leh... so does that mean i'm a science person?? haha..no wonder i'm not good at writing! LOL.. dunno got basis or not la.. but anyway i have decided to go into science le.. at least it would give me more career options even though my passion is still chinese.. but apparently chinese literature isn't quite alike to the chinese we study now.. so i should consider twice whether i should take up CLEP or not.. cos have to take either H2 CLL AND H3 CLL or H2 CLL and H1 CSC which i would definitely not want.. confirm wun take CSC le... don't think i wan to study about china all the time.. I WILL DIE. at least chinese literature is still quite interesting.. so if i can do well in science, i'll prolly aim for pharmacy or medicine if i can even cope! or if i still wan to be a chinese reporter for zao bao.. i believe publications should be able to help me.. anyway for university, don't need to have chinese literature in order to enter the chinese faculty, so should be no prob ba! so maybe... tentatively.. my combi will be.......

Maths, Chem, Bio, History.. i feel like taking all H2 levels.. but i dun hav 3.2 gpa! will they allow appealing or not arh... cos i dun feel like taking history at H1... cos i quite like history de lor... or if i can only take 3H2 and 1 H1, den i cannot take CLL le! cos CLL only offered in H2... haiz hope they will have moderation or something or allow me to appeal.. my gpa should be 3.06 ba.. at least i pulled up to a 3!!! work harder work harder!!! i really regret slacking my time away.. but i'm oso relieved that i managed to keep myself from someone at an arm's length... this person is in deep trouble liao.. failed a lot of subjects, tink this person won't even have a contrasive subject!!! dunno how this person is going to do le.. some ask me, aren't u worried for this person.. it's actually not whether i'm worried for this person or not... it's like, no use worrying for this person right? cos this person doesn't even care! from what i heard this person din even bother to study for eoys! how can expect to pass? at least i din really work hard for eoys rite, but i still listen in class.. this person din even listen in class, eoys din study, how to pass? at the very least i passed all subjects, except physics.. cos i din even care abt it.. i actually wanted to take physics de lor.. but haiz... i failed it, so cant take it le! :( so take chem and bio lor! good la, at least help me to eliminate a subject le! i have a feeling that i may develop passion for life sciences... or at the very least, i do have interest for sciences, but no passion yet la... cos all my passion were used up for chinese... hope i will be determined enough la!

heard today that the statistics for 4As in other JCs is quite high... which means i cant depend on results oso... cos i dun tink i can even get 4As either... so have to count on CCAs, CIP,and my interview skills le.. i flopped 1 interview, i shan't let history repeat itself! have an urge to join maths and sciences council cos it would definitely help in my testimonial... but won't actually a real research programme with external programmes help more? actually i would prefer youth flying club... cos i still believe that... since i'm born with good eyesight.. it's inherited... i believe that fate would like me to do something which requires good eyesight... flying is one i believe... dunno which are other choices... and oso since the horoscope thing says that i should be good in scientific law, maybe i should give up on the choice of being a lawyer! hahaha... just a crazy idea cos the pay is really good! but think maybe my language isn't that strong... i struggle quite a lot of history.. and chinese is i really have to work very very hard in order to achieve such results... haiz super tiring... dun hav talent for it means dun hav la.. just have to accept it lor.. and i can't possibly fight a case in chinese either... if i speak english, i get tongue-tied..how am i going to be a lawyer??? hahaha... maybe a doctor? or a pharmacist? or a pilot? but very few female pilots rite... but i always liked to try male-dominated stuff wat... if not i wouldn't have joined air weapons, i wouldn't have gone for karate... all male-dominated lor.. karate can the whole class have 20 plus ppl and only 3 females, not including me and Rebecca...haha isn't that male-dominated? must try new stuff ma! if not i would have joined chinese society or chinese orchestra le... capricorn are very conventional.. but don't think i'm conventional thinking from that point of view..

anyway.. friday have jap listening compre and reading compre... it should be easier to take la? but have to memorise kanji! but for tomorrow is compo! den i saw the format for the other paper... like nothing to prepare de lor... compo... tell me what i can prepare la! so this means that... TOMORROW DIE LIAO!!!!!!! i'm not sad at all leh.. haha dun feel anything at all.. haiz in holiday mood le la.. no exams!!! but have to do chem ws and chinese ws, oops! sorry father, wasted your money! :)