I realized I dint blog for a super super super long time!!!

anyway to update... my bro really got kicked out :( and he din learn his lesson... still playing computer and... smoking!!! very disappointed :( why is it that other ppl's brother are so pro eg xiao you's brother and my gp relief teacher who is same age as him... sometimes i really think that he's useless... why cant he wake up!!!!

and..... i tink i'm not going for karate anymore!!! but confirmation will depend on rebecca if she wans to go back after common test... she was very affected that we din get out double promotion!!! me too!! had a strong urge to quit forever, and anyway we can learn karate at other places too! and the sensei was super dao! boo!

tomorrow got CLL seminar! :( so i tried to practise piano end up i wanted to fall asleep le la... couldn't play well and i had to refrain from banging on the piano cos it was abt 9 plus liao... so after playing once for each piece i decided to keep the book oops!

there are so many many many things that i need to do!!! they are all piling up...and i always dun hav time cos i always sleep or do all the useless things eg bloghopping -.- i tink the primary reason is because i just dun wanna do my homework... but anyway i got a super urgent homework to do now which is my PI!!! grrr... on computer to do it end up went bloghopping and now i'm blogging! shall try to do later since i already wrote out the stuff just needa type into computer... and i really hope my dear laptop dun crash!!! love u so much and i doubt i'll adapt to windows vista!!! hate the system dunno why! read someone's blog and i really think the person is a B****... dun deserve someone to love u!

did i say i got a new handphone? got it like quite long time ago.. it's red N76! love it haha! at least so much better than the stupid 6280... i'm getting really protective over this phone! it's like when i touched it after doing the stupid bio research project i got so paranoid that i wiped it through for dunno how many times and i bought a packet of tissue paper for that... which is so -.- after i thought of it..

and these few days have been staying back to do the stupid research project... and it always fails!!! grrrrr i doubt we'll have anymore time left :( and it seems that i'm always the one doing the things and zdl is at the side doing all the manual stuff -.- maybe i should give him chance to do it rite while i slack! but apparently the lab techs question us why we always leave zdl to do all the stuff by himself... and i think that means weds when all 3 of us are not free..

and i pon-ed training this wed! wanted to do PI de end up i stayed back and do the research project!!!! end up i din do PI and i dragged until now!

I got lotsa lotsa lotsa tutorials and catching up to do! Common test's coming soon!!!! HELP ME!!!!

and today got announcement for HTNS invitational! i was feeling weird when i heard something "tan jun ya"... den i realized it was announcement of what we got... i got 8th :( dropped from 5th to 8th!!! it was stupid stupid stupid!!!! i shot 4 7s in the finals and i got 82!!! YUCKS! It's the worst score i ever got since sec 1 june!!!! WTH WTH WTH... i got 4 7s and the other 6 shots i got 9s... idiot la!!!!!! from 5th to the last position -.- idiot idiot idiot... i guess the jnrs must be mocking at me lors... :(

CLL test was thursday and i tink i'm gonna fail it! dunno how i answer questions la... hate it that i tend to beat about the bush when i answer questions... no matter wat subject, gp, cll, even science subjects!!!!! i must learn to chang hua duan shuo!!!!!!! mr yap wrote "long-winded leh" on my compre -.- and i wrote the longest essay for the first essay assignment... i'm crappy lars... how to change! hmm and i tink i'll miss mr yap when he leaves the sch in june... he's quite a good teacher after all :) but my hong hong is still the cutest yay!

got a lot of tests coming arh!!!!!! got to study and catch up....... sianzzz i wan straight As! but with my attitude i doubt i'll even got straight Es -.- straight Us probably?



此时此刻，我的心情十分烦躁。不知道自己想要的是什么。找不到人生的方向。不知道人生的目的是什么。我需要打起精神！

and btw we had personality test... and i'm ISTJ...and i tink it suits me... except the fact that i'll make sure i'll get things done by deadlines -.- i used to be able to do that... but i cant pick myself up now... and i'm suitable to be an accountant wow! and pharmacist or teacher! but i doubt i got the 资格to be 王老师's 高徒 like H-H... haha...

Jiayou! burn the bed ymy...

and oh ya saw xiu rong last sunday... really miss her a lot!!! always have a lot to talk to her and i get really excited when i see her lol... bought keychains from her ha but i dun tink will have much use!



i must try to blog with proper language and don't sound so childish. HMM.

I realized I dint blog for a super super super long time!!!

anyway to update... my bro really got kicked out :( and he din learn his lesson... still playing computer and... smoking!!! very disappointed :( why is it that other ppl's brother are so pro eg xiao you's brother and my gp relief teacher who is same age as him... sometimes i really think that he's useless... why cant he wake up!!!!

and..... i tink i'm not going for karate anymore!!! but confirmation will depend on rebecca if she wans to go back after common test... she was very affected that we din get out double promotion!!! me too!! had a strong urge to quit forever, and anyway we can learn karate at other places too! and the sensei was super dao! boo!

tomorrow got CLL seminar! :( so i tried to practise piano end up i wanted to fall asleep le la... couldn't play well and i had to refrain from banging on the piano cos it was abt 9 plus liao... so after playing once for each piece i decided to keep the book oops!

there are so many many many things that i need to do!!! they are all piling up...and i always dun hav time cos i always sleep or do all the useless things eg bloghopping -.- i tink the primary reason is because i just dun wanna do my homework... but anyway i got a super urgent homework to do now which is my PI!!! grrr... on computer to do it end up went bloghopping and now i'm blogging! shall try to do later since i already wrote out the stuff just needa type into computer... and i really hope my dear laptop dun crash!!! love u so much and i doubt i'll adapt to windows vista!!! hate the system dunno why! read someone's blog and i really think the person is a B****... dun deserve someone to love u!

did i say i got a new handphone? got it like quite long time ago.. it's red N76! love it haha! at least so much better than the stupid 6280... i'm getting really protective over this phone! it's like when i touched it after doing the stupid bio research project i got so paranoid that i wiped it through for dunno how many times and i bought a packet of tissue paper for that... which is so -.- after i thought of it..

and these few days have been staying back to do the stupid research project... and it always fails!!! grrrrr i doubt we'll have anymore time left :( and it seems that i'm always the one doing the things and zdl is at the side doing all the manual stuff -.- maybe i should give him chance to do it rite while i slack! but apparently the lab techs question us why we always leave zdl to do all the stuff by himself... and i think that means weds when all 3 of us are not free..

and i pon-ed training this wed! wanted to do PI de end up i stayed back and do the research project!!!! end up i din do PI and i dragged until now!

I got lotsa lotsa lotsa tutorials and catching up to do! Common test's coming soon!!!! HELP ME!!!!

and today got announcement for HTNS invitational! i was feeling weird when i heard something "tan jun ya"... den i realized it was announcement of what we got... i got 8th :( dropped from 5th to 8th!!! it was stupid stupid stupid!!!! i shot 4 7s in the finals and i got 82!!! YUCKS! It's the worst score i ever got since sec 1 june!!!! WTH WTH WTH... i got 4 7s and the other 6 shots i got 9s... idiot la!!!!!! from 5th to the last position -.- idiot idiot idiot... i guess the jnrs must be mocking at me lors... :(

CLL test was thursday and i tink i'm gonna fail it! dunno how i answer questions la... hate it that i tend to beat about the bush when i answer questions... no matter wat subject, gp, cll, even science subjects!!!!! i must learn to chang hua duan shuo!!!!!!! mr yap wrote "long-winded leh" on my compre -.- and i wrote the longest essay for the first essay assignment... i'm crappy lars... how to change! hmm and i tink i'll miss mr yap when he leaves the sch in june... he's quite a good teacher after all :) but my hong hong is still the cutest yay!

got a lot of tests coming arh!!!!!! got to study and catch up....... sianzzz i wan straight As! but with my attitude i doubt i'll even got straight Es -.- straight Us probably?



此时此刻，我的心情十分烦躁。不知道自己想要的是什么。找不到人生的方向。不知道人生的目的是什么。我需要打起精神！

and btw we had personality test... and i'm ISTJ...and i tink it suits me... except the fact that i'll make sure i'll get things done by deadlines -.- i used to be able to do that... but i cant pick myself up now... and i'm suitable to be an accountant wow! and pharmacist or teacher! but i doubt i got the 资格to be 王老师's 高徒 like H-H... haha...

Jiayou! burn the bed ymy...

and oh ya saw xiu rong last sunday... really miss her a lot!!! always have a lot to talk to her and i get really excited when i see her lol... bought keychains from her ha but i dun tink will have much use!



i must try to blog with proper language and don't sound so childish. HMM.