i din mention right? i got sec 1 score for nusis. wow. these few competitions have been shooting the same score. my sec 1 score. i get really stressed up and jealous when i see the other two girls shooting so well... they are like improving tremendously??? always try to console myself that i could do even better than them when i shot abt the same length as them, moreover, i din have good suits and good guns to use like them... my coach din have a good system of training either! but no point.. i'm still losing out? today coach haw came to coach me... she's really humourous haha... but the game that she plays very exciting! at least i force myself to shoot even though the shot still flew away!!!! few days before nusis everything was still ok... but after nusis, things are still as bad, shot super badly today... :( had finals today, and the first shot, i MISFIRED AND GOT A 5!!!!!!! it's super super super super long time i never got this kinda score liao la!!! worst only 6 point now got a 5! grrrrrrr.... just don't know what is happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry with myself, angry with everyone else, disappointed... had the urge to sell away my suit and quit air rifle... but come to think of it, where else can I go? what else can I do? maybe i should have joined a musical group rite?


ok don't talk about sad stuff... let me talk abt my monday's outing with cousin... it started with a super early morning at kino buying books! then later we realised got a lot of time -.- we even tried to look for the library and taka.. end up the lady at the counter said "we don't have library, the library moved out last year" i was SUPER MALU!!!!!! ya but it was quite funny la to think we actually left the basket of the books that we intend to buy in kino then came out gui3 gui3 sui4 sui4... lucky the staff din keep the basket of books! if not we'll have a hard time trying to find again -.- later we went cine to eat the char siew rice which was featured in the qiang jiu pin qiong da zuo zhan... quite nice, my first experience eating char siew rice! later went hmv wanted to find xiao jing teng's cd, but don't have!!!!!! den later cousin wanted to buy urban male slippers so we went upstairs end up the shop don't have slippers! later then we realised that that place got 2 or 3 other shops, each selling different products -.- -.- anyway later we went citylink and she bought 1 pair of slippers which cost 49.90 and she regretted it later =.= come to think of it, it's really super expensive but i had the urge to buy then.. luckily i didn't cos i waste money later on..

went to sing k.. when i heard that the lady at the counter say that K happy can sing till 9 if they don't need the room while student package can only sing till 7. so decided to have K happy instead end up super expensive!!! much more expensive then student... then later we asked if can sing till 9 the person said can if we buy another drink from them.. end up it was already K golden the drink was 9 plus dollars -.- and i actually said yes! must be too long din k liao =.= ya end up i went home penniless >.<

this morning din want to wake up to go sch to do the research project. end up i left home super super late.. yet i was still very you1 xian3.. at the mrt met this stupid idiotic MCP then purposely knocked into me!!!!!! super super angry!!! i was standing at the side waiting to get up the MRT.. then this stupid idiotic man came nearer and nearer to me he was holding a newspaper in his hand. as he is taller the newspaper came to my neck and was as though he wanted to cut my neck with the stupid newspaper.. i din have any reaction cos i was half asleep then he knocked into me!!!! then i "ze" cos i tot he din do it on purpose.. end up he said something like "don't stand at the side" like WAT THE HELL!!!!! the mrt ads keep telling you to stand at the side while waiting for people in the mrt to get out of the train? idiotic la!!!!! uncivilised!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! don't know why got this kinda people around... are you the king? why should people make way for you? shouldn't you at least say "excuse me"? besides i wasn't even blocking the way??!! and you knocked right into me purposely? WTH. angry. angry. angry.

i din mention right? i got sec 1 score for nusis. wow. these few competitions have been shooting the same score. my sec 1 score. i get really stressed up and jealous when i see the other two girls shooting so well... they are like improving tremendously??? always try to console myself that i could do even better than them when i shot abt the same length as them, moreover, i din have good suits and good guns to use like them... my coach din have a good system of training either! but no point.. i'm still losing out? today coach haw came to coach me... she's really humourous haha... but the game that she plays very exciting! at least i force myself to shoot even though the shot still flew away!!!! few days before nusis everything was still ok... but after nusis, things are still as bad, shot super badly today... :( had finals today, and the first shot, i MISFIRED AND GOT A 5!!!!!!! it's super super super super long time i never got this kinda score liao la!!! worst only 6 point now got a 5! grrrrrrr.... just don't know what is happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angry with myself, angry with everyone else, disappointed... had the urge to sell away my suit and quit air rifle... but come to think of it, where else can I go? what else can I do? maybe i should have joined a musical group rite?


ok don't talk about sad stuff... let me talk abt my monday's outing with cousin... it started with a super early morning at kino buying books! then later we realised got a lot of time -.- we even tried to look for the library and taka.. end up the lady at the counter said "we don't have library, the library moved out last year" i was SUPER MALU!!!!!! ya but it was quite funny la to think we actually left the basket of the books that we intend to buy in kino then came out gui3 gui3 sui4 sui4... lucky the staff din keep the basket of books! if not we'll have a hard time trying to find again -.- later we went cine to eat the char siew rice which was featured in the qiang jiu pin qiong da zuo zhan... quite nice, my first experience eating char siew rice! later went hmv wanted to find xiao jing teng's cd, but don't have!!!!!! den later cousin wanted to buy urban male slippers so we went upstairs end up the shop don't have slippers! later then we realised that that place got 2 or 3 other shops, each selling different products -.- -.- anyway later we went citylink and she bought 1 pair of slippers which cost 49.90 and she regretted it later =.= come to think of it, it's really super expensive but i had the urge to buy then.. luckily i didn't cos i waste money later on..

went to sing k.. when i heard that the lady at the counter say that K happy can sing till 9 if they don't need the room while student package can only sing till 7. so decided to have K happy instead end up super expensive!!! much more expensive then student... then later we asked if can sing till 9 the person said can if we buy another drink from them.. end up it was already K golden the drink was 9 plus dollars -.- and i actually said yes! must be too long din k liao =.= ya end up i went home penniless >.<

this morning din want to wake up to go sch to do the research project. end up i left home super super late.. yet i was still very you1 xian3.. at the mrt met this stupid idiotic MCP then purposely knocked into me!!!!!! super super angry!!! i was standing at the side waiting to get up the MRT.. then this stupid idiotic man came nearer and nearer to me he was holding a newspaper in his hand. as he is taller the newspaper came to my neck and was as though he wanted to cut my neck with the stupid newspaper.. i din have any reaction cos i was half asleep then he knocked into me!!!! then i "ze" cos i tot he din do it on purpose.. end up he said something like "don't stand at the side" like WAT THE HELL!!!!! the mrt ads keep telling you to stand at the side while waiting for people in the mrt to get out of the train? idiotic la!!!!! uncivilised!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! don't know why got this kinda people around... are you the king? why should people make way for you? shouldn't you at least say "excuse me"? besides i wasn't even blocking the way??!! and you knocked right into me purposely? WTH. angry. angry. angry.