i just realised it's been 1 week since i just blogged!! and i actually said that i improved and hav been writing posts every two days... oops so guilty! dunno what i have been busy about too..

publications? thinking abt subject combi? dunno lor... now let me recall what hav i done for the past week.

monday: there was a talk by public service commisions on their scholarship.. followed by a bio lecture for a bio workshop on PTC kit..

tuesday: got afternoon lesson.. went home after that to do survey for publications... as yr1s and 2s going off for holiday le!

wednesday: afternoon lessons till super late.. den went straight for karate le.. reached home super late! edited the survey in school and printed...

thursday: distributed survey.. the boys were collating the results.. while adeline and i were waiting for more replies.. haiz sadly 74 din reply! boo! after that ate lunch and went for training.. actualyl not training la, just toking with mdm nora... den the yr 3s were moving stuff into the new locker lor.. felt like i wasted money on taxi trip to karate... cos we toked to mdm nora for abt 1 hour only!!! wasted lotsa time! 15.70 lor! after karate, i was super super tired!!

friday: it was a holiday! went ms low's house... was supposed to meet rebecca, xue ting n lyon at 10.50am.. end up i woke up at 10.50am!!! hahaha... den end up reached ms low's house around 11.45am to 11.50am.. not that bad la... supposed to reach there by 11.30am de! ms low's cooking is nubbad lor! the chicken wings, spaghetti, mushrooms were super nice! the ice lemon tea was quite nice too! den later played bridge with the others... den later we were deciding to go kbox or movie... so later decided to go watch lust caution with yifan, siu ling, jolene, meiyun, jinghuan, and guppy... haha i'm so PUZZLED by the lust caution... i really dun understand the movie lor!!! as in i noe what is happening, but i have a feeling, there should be a deeper meaning.. haha but dun tink i can comprehend it now at my stage! but the movie is nubbad la... haha i-weekly said that, they shouldn't cut it just to make it NC-16 because the reviewer feels that 16 yr olds "xiao3 gua1" won't understand it either.. i agree with it! cos i dun understand! boo! den later went home le... had a long long long long talk with my mum regarding to subject combi..

saturday: today? or yesterday? haha talked again with my mum regarding to subject combi.. den later went for piano.. after that went to find cynthia's present.. haiz.. shouldn't have asked lor.. now i noe she wans a jewellery box, it's even more hard to find! cos not many shops are selling jewellery box.. den somemore she has a unique taste! haha.. wasted quite a lot of time.. went to lucky plaza to find a cheap one.. 3 for 10 dollars.. my mum saw my maid's and decided to ask me to go check it out.. end up the goods quite poor quality la, so i din buy.. the place was quite.. urm... ya u noe it la.. den after that i told my mum to find for me, which other branches cards n such have except bukit batok and yishun cos i just came from there! den my mum told me got paragon, plaza sing n centre point.. before that i was walking around... walked to wisma, den to takashimaya to buy a pretzel.. nubad! den later went to paragon.. end up the shop moved! haiz wasted my time.. den later walked to centre point... phew got cards n such! haha went to kalms beforehand.. saw 1 more design of the jewellery box from the branches in yishun n west mall.. it's a hemisphere gold jewellery box...much bigger than the small gold one which i saw at west mall.. but it's 28.90! haiz duno which to buy! maybe should get xueting n lyon to see for me! still got some time left... scholars flying on 5nov! my mum told me to work hard for o lvl higher chinese, she said i shouldn't be going everywhere now... so hmph.. must zhu4 yi4 le! she said definitely got things to study.. so i shall listen!!!!! ok continue... after looking thru i realized i only had 19 dollars! shouldn't have bought the coffee bean drink that costed 5.80! lol but later still took mrt home lor.. and reached home with a super sore feet.. talked again with my mum regarding subject combi... haha it's been a bother for me! but i have made my choice le! actually i dun tink i can get this subject combi.. but nevertheless i should try right!

Maths, Biology, Chemistry, CLL.. i'm going to take CLEP... den later take H3 CLL.. hopefully my results will be ok? since i slacked for so long le... :( hope that the school can give me another chance >.< more than half of the class is taking this combi! since no one wans to take physics... haiz i failed physics so i cant take it anymore... besides i hope i can squeeze into medicine or pharmacy.. need chem and bio... if not physics for medicine.. i tink pharmacy probably got more chance of getting in.. but if i cant take bio den DIE LE!!!!! haiz... regret lor... now i really understood what my mum told me after i took my PSLE results.. she said 你成绩好，你选人。你成绩不好，别人选你。i really understand that now... my PSLE results was good enuff for me to make decisions.. now my results.. i can only pray hard that i can get what i want... :( all those good in physics oso dun wan to take physics! all wanna take bio and chem! how to get the combi i wan!!! i guess i may hav to appeal to take physics le.. if i really got eliminated from bio chem... anyway my grades are not good too.. when ppl can get both A+, i only got an A and a B... how to 跟别人抢！i only have myself to blame lor... but i'm satisfied with my results le... i'm grateful to the school for moderating a lot of subjects... if not my chem would have been a C! den my gpa only 3.06... but lucky.. i have 3.33 now le! at least i can get 4H2.. and apply for CLEP... now i can only pray hard that i can get the LEP scholarship... den i will have hope for my future!!!

my mum told me that i have to be very determined and work doubly hard... tink i dun hav problem with being determined.. but somehow i still feel 力不从心, having slacked for so long... but i have ambitious ambitions... i have to work doubly doubly doubly hard to achieve that! HOPE HOPE HOPE!!! this means that i can never go kbox, movies, watch kelly's videos on youtube, follow up on kelly's news everytime, go shopping walk around often anymore!!! have to study study study hard!!! it's easy to say but hard to do! but hopefully i can do that laaaaaaa...

tt time when i went to taiwan, the fengshui master said that i have 主妇命,meaning that i'll be a housewife for all my life with not much achievements!!! when i heard that i cried! cos i dun wan to be a housewife!!!!! i want to do something great... i want to contribute to the society! i have been praying that the person counted wrongly...cos apparently the person is quite unprofessional la... as compared to his teacher... :P hopefully he counted wrongly!!!!!!!!! cos i DUN WAN to buy a housewifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i noe i have 死脑筋la.. but i still dun wan to be a housewifeee!!! pray hard work hard... there is no fateee! ppl determine their own lives! haha LA exam...

ok this is a super long entry... 1 week din blog le! actually have been really busy with karate nowadays... it's like after wed n thursday i feel that i have lost touch with the whole world.. dunno leh go home super late... 10.25pm leh.. den go home straightaway sleep le! but we're learning katas le! that means patterns la, instead of just basics! we're fast! haha den the instructor was like saying we must go for the next grading le.. yay den i can upgrade liao! 1 step nearer to a black belt!

ok have to sleep liao! tomorrow having last chinese tuition of my life!!! den wednesday is the o level le!!! after tuition still have to go pray in the temple to confirm my choice... hopefully everything will go smoothly... good night!

listening to: 印象派的爱情，by 潘嘉丽. currently my favourite song! super super nice! :D

i just realised it's been 1 week since i just blogged!! and i actually said that i improved and hav been writing posts every two days... oops so guilty! dunno what i have been busy about too..

publications? thinking abt subject combi? dunno lor... now let me recall what hav i done for the past week.

monday: there was a talk by public service commisions on their scholarship.. followed by a bio lecture for a bio workshop on PTC kit..

tuesday: got afternoon lesson.. went home after that to do survey for publications... as yr1s and 2s going off for holiday le!

wednesday: afternoon lessons till super late.. den went straight for karate le.. reached home super late! edited the survey in school and printed...

thursday: distributed survey.. the boys were collating the results.. while adeline and i were waiting for more replies.. haiz sadly 74 din reply! boo! after that ate lunch and went for training.. actualyl not training la, just toking with mdm nora... den the yr 3s were moving stuff into the new locker lor.. felt like i wasted money on taxi trip to karate... cos we toked to mdm nora for abt 1 hour only!!! wasted lotsa time! 15.70 lor! after karate, i was super super tired!!

friday: it was a holiday! went ms low's house... was supposed to meet rebecca, xue ting n lyon at 10.50am.. end up i woke up at 10.50am!!! hahaha... den end up reached ms low's house around 11.45am to 11.50am.. not that bad la... supposed to reach there by 11.30am de! ms low's cooking is nubbad lor! the chicken wings, spaghetti, mushrooms were super nice! the ice lemon tea was quite nice too! den later played bridge with the others... den later we were deciding to go kbox or movie... so later decided to go watch lust caution with yifan, siu ling, jolene, meiyun, jinghuan, and guppy... haha i'm so PUZZLED by the lust caution... i really dun understand the movie lor!!! as in i noe what is happening, but i have a feeling, there should be a deeper meaning.. haha but dun tink i can comprehend it now at my stage! but the movie is nubbad la... haha i-weekly said that, they shouldn't cut it just to make it NC-16 because the reviewer feels that 16 yr olds "xiao3 gua1" won't understand it either.. i agree with it! cos i dun understand! boo! den later went home le... had a long long long long talk with my mum regarding to subject combi..

saturday: today? or yesterday? haha talked again with my mum regarding to subject combi.. den later went for piano.. after that went to find cynthia's present.. haiz.. shouldn't have asked lor.. now i noe she wans a jewellery box, it's even more hard to find! cos not many shops are selling jewellery box.. den somemore she has a unique taste! haha.. wasted quite a lot of time.. went to lucky plaza to find a cheap one.. 3 for 10 dollars.. my mum saw my maid's and decided to ask me to go check it out.. end up the goods quite poor quality la, so i din buy.. the place was quite.. urm... ya u noe it la.. den after that i told my mum to find for me, which other branches cards n such have except bukit batok and yishun cos i just came from there! den my mum told me got paragon, plaza sing n centre point.. before that i was walking around... walked to wisma, den to takashimaya to buy a pretzel.. nubad! den later went to paragon.. end up the shop moved! haiz wasted my time.. den later walked to centre point... phew got cards n such! haha went to kalms beforehand.. saw 1 more design of the jewellery box from the branches in yishun n west mall.. it's a hemisphere gold jewellery box...much bigger than the small gold one which i saw at west mall.. but it's 28.90! haiz duno which to buy! maybe should get xueting n lyon to see for me! still got some time left... scholars flying on 5nov! my mum told me to work hard for o lvl higher chinese, she said i shouldn't be going everywhere now... so hmph.. must zhu4 yi4 le! she said definitely got things to study.. so i shall listen!!!!! ok continue... after looking thru i realized i only had 19 dollars! shouldn't have bought the coffee bean drink that costed 5.80! lol but later still took mrt home lor.. and reached home with a super sore feet.. talked again with my mum regarding subject combi... haha it's been a bother for me! but i have made my choice le! actually i dun tink i can get this subject combi.. but nevertheless i should try right!

Maths, Biology, Chemistry, CLL.. i'm going to take CLEP... den later take H3 CLL.. hopefully my results will be ok? since i slacked for so long le... :( hope that the school can give me another chance >.< more than half of the class is taking this combi! since no one wans to take physics... haiz i failed physics so i cant take it anymore... besides i hope i can squeeze into medicine or pharmacy.. need chem and bio... if not physics for medicine.. i tink pharmacy probably got more chance of getting in.. but if i cant take bio den DIE LE!!!!! haiz... regret lor... now i really understood what my mum told me after i took my PSLE results.. she said 你成绩好，你选人。你成绩不好，别人选你。i really understand that now... my PSLE results was good enuff for me to make decisions.. now my results.. i can only pray hard that i can get what i want... :( all those good in physics oso dun wan to take physics! all wanna take bio and chem! how to get the combi i wan!!! i guess i may hav to appeal to take physics le.. if i really got eliminated from bio chem... anyway my grades are not good too.. when ppl can get both A+, i only got an A and a B... how to 跟别人抢！i only have myself to blame lor... but i'm satisfied with my results le... i'm grateful to the school for moderating a lot of subjects... if not my chem would have been a C! den my gpa only 3.06... but lucky.. i have 3.33 now le! at least i can get 4H2.. and apply for CLEP... now i can only pray hard that i can get the LEP scholarship... den i will have hope for my future!!!

my mum told me that i have to be very determined and work doubly hard... tink i dun hav problem with being determined.. but somehow i still feel 力不从心, having slacked for so long... but i have ambitious ambitions... i have to work doubly doubly doubly hard to achieve that! HOPE HOPE HOPE!!! this means that i can never go kbox, movies, watch kelly's videos on youtube, follow up on kelly's news everytime, go shopping walk around often anymore!!! have to study study study hard!!! it's easy to say but hard to do! but hopefully i can do that laaaaaaa...

tt time when i went to taiwan, the fengshui master said that i have 主妇命,meaning that i'll be a housewife for all my life with not much achievements!!! when i heard that i cried! cos i dun wan to be a housewife!!!!! i want to do something great... i want to contribute to the society! i have been praying that the person counted wrongly...cos apparently the person is quite unprofessional la... as compared to his teacher... :P hopefully he counted wrongly!!!!!!!!! cos i DUN WAN to buy a housewifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i noe i have 死脑筋la.. but i still dun wan to be a housewifeee!!! pray hard work hard... there is no fateee! ppl determine their own lives! haha LA exam...

ok this is a super long entry... 1 week din blog le! actually have been really busy with karate nowadays... it's like after wed n thursday i feel that i have lost touch with the whole world.. dunno leh go home super late... 10.25pm leh.. den go home straightaway sleep le! but we're learning katas le! that means patterns la, instead of just basics! we're fast! haha den the instructor was like saying we must go for the next grading le.. yay den i can upgrade liao! 1 step nearer to a black belt!

ok have to sleep liao! tomorrow having last chinese tuition of my life!!! den wednesday is the o level le!!! after tuition still have to go pray in the temple to confirm my choice... hopefully everything will go smoothly... good night!

listening to: 印象派的爱情，by 潘嘉丽. currently my favourite song! super super nice! :D