This is my 100th post!!! havent been blogging for long long time.. since i was looking through other people's blog, i decided that maybe i should update my blog a bit, even though i know there wont be many readers...

it's july already and 8 days have passed... getting more and more anxious that A levels is coming much earlier than i expected it would be. The feeling gets worse after i attempted the survey which asked many questions on 'confidence'.. haiz!

now i'm just praying for miracles to happen to me... i'll often have thoughts like 'aiya, i should have did this...', 'i could have did better', 'i could have worked harder'.. and soon i'll forget about all these thoughts and go back to slacking... sometimes i really wonder if the hardworking me years ago really existed.. but that hardworking me did exist! but it's gone... can it come back?!

HAIZ! it's late now and my stupid stomach is actually growling... -.- shall sleep now... :(

This is my 100th post!!! havent been blogging for long long time.. since i was looking through other people's blog, i decided that maybe i should update my blog a bit, even though i know there wont be many readers...

it's july already and 8 days have passed... getting more and more anxious that A levels is coming much earlier than i expected it would be. The feeling gets worse after i attempted the survey which asked many questions on 'confidence'.. haiz!

now i'm just praying for miracles to happen to me... i'll often have thoughts like 'aiya, i should have did this...', 'i could have did better', 'i could have worked harder'.. and soon i'll forget about all these thoughts and go back to slacking... sometimes i really wonder if the hardworking me years ago really existed.. but that hardworking me did exist! but it's gone... can it come back?!

HAIZ! it's late now and my stupid stomach is actually growling... -.- shall sleep now... :(