Suddenly have a very bad feeling... i knew very long time ago that school would end on 2 nov... tt time i was tinking that, wah lao so long then holidays... now i seem to dread the last day of school..
even though my relationships with classmates in 4B are not as strong as in 2B.. i still feel quite 依依不舍。i'm saying good bye to my secondary life already!!!!! life passes by so quickly... 好像让时间停止前进!转眼间我已经16岁了!再多几年,我就得踏入社会工作了。I'm dreading that........... Can I not grow up? 我不想我不想,不想长大!
I'm going to get separated with all my good friends le... xue ting, lyon, rebecca... just 3 really gd friends, but it's very sad lor... cos they are my really really really really gd friends! not forgetting the other classmates la.. liu jia, chen ying, mei xue, jochebed, jolene lai, siu ling, yifan, jasmine, daphne, huiwen, yao lu and so on la... not forgetting kailin too! i'll really miss crapping with u everyday morning during flag raising... calling each other 老猴子and 死狗... i'll miss crapping with jochebed too... miss talking with xue ting n lyon during class.. miss poking lyon.. miss bickering with xue ting... miss going out with them after we each hav a new group of friends...
haiz feel like crying now... i noe i'll definitely 疏远 them if we were to be in different classes... i noe we often say that "keep in touch ok!" but how often does that happen? haiz i can only say... it's really hard to find a really really gd friend that will stay with u for all ur life... i dun mind just having 1 very gd friend, rather than many friends that will just only wave and say hi to me...
i remember... she and i said before that we will go 北大 to study 中文系 together... we'll be hostel mates... now? believe me la, i'm really sad... but i hav to cut this friendship... or i'll fail my A levels in 2009.. even though i noe i may end up slacking again, but at least i cut away more than half of my chances of going out to play.. at least if i stay at home, it'll be better than i go out to play.. hopefully i'll be affected by others' piaing spirit..
my mum reminded me a many times... A levels is very hard... hav to PIA PIA AND PIA!!!!! she said she pia-ed like hell, and still din get gd results... she couldnt' get into NUS...
HAIZ! worried... but what can i do? studies, friendship, future.......
are there friends for life? i guess i should really change my character... try my best la!
smile smile smile!! think positive, be positive, stay positive huh, lyon? haha.. i din take pictures with other ppl... lazy.. and oso i dun tink i'm quite 熟 with many in class... xue ting said got class photos enuff liao... maybe lor.. but it's not 合照ma... it's different de lor!