It's been a long time since i blogged!!! back for a super super long post again haha... but i cant really remember what happened last week... ><

Monday: Work again... then reached home watched tv while exercising... haha cos i couldnt' fit into my shooting suit anymore!!!!

Tuesday: Work also lor... cant remember what happened at night le... probably watching tv while half sleeping ba?

Wednesday: Commencement ceremony... i tink it's quite boring actually... and this thing said will end at 1.15pm end up drag for one hour!!! i was quite pissed lor... but in the end i din rush back to work.. went to paya lebar with xue ting and lyon again to talk... lol.. den we ate kfc, ate a lot a lot!!!!! but supposed to accompany xue ting to look for jobs... got quite little job opportunities actually but she is so... erm fussy! -.- den later went for karate la.. usual..

Thursday: Work and went home! din go for karate... cos rebecca not coming as she's going china... so decided to go on saturdays for the time being lo

Friday: half day work.. den rush to training... i queued up for my lunch at subway for super long!!! until i was late! grrr... but luckily only late for 5 minutes! as usual jolene lai shot very well... but this time she improved with amazing speed... even coach ho asked us to look at her card.. i dunno how to describe... but imagine its her 3rd time touching a rifle.. and she can shoot a grouping that is around 3-5cm in diameter with 7 stray shots... and do u noe? it's actualy 50 shots!!!!! xiu rong open ur mouth wide... if i can i shall scan the card up :) but why is it she's JUZ not interested... super bei ceh... HAIZ. if she train full time... i have to say... my title of "best female shooter in A div" will be gone... but actually if she dun train full time, this title won't be there either... we got a new batch of super super talented newbies... haizzzzz seeeing them shoot makes me think that i shouldn't be in awc... HAIZ. been shooting badly again... still having the problem of not daring to shoot... dunno how to overcome that... HAIZ AGAIN...

Saturday: piano... den rush to karate... i felt giddy during warm-up again! it's the 3rd time le!!! dunno why is my fitness so weak... i look so dua chia... tt means big size la.. my mum said it's cos i'm too heavy tt i cant support my own weight -.- but i felt so diu lian cos the new-comers din felt anything and the small kids din hav any problems!!!!!!!! so in the end the chief coach told me to lie down on the floor... lol AA lor... den later everyone started to ask me "eh you not feeling well arh"... haizzzzzzzz den i'll tell them... haiz always like that... drink too little water! actually the whole day except for a cup of milk and my instant noodle soup i really din drink any water!! but anw later we did some sparring skills... for orange belt i tink... i couldnt' catch up again!!!!! it's like cant coordinate my moves... -.- super clumsy... but i quite like saturday's lessons! dunno why... aha... maybe next time i go on saturdays ba... and there got a whole family going down to learn! so nice lor! i told my mum to go with me and said "你想要我的命啊!" -.- cos her knees are hurting now... boo!

Sunday: stayed at home the whole day lor... super boring... but later at night.. suddenly felt very siao.. i actually went to youtube to search on videos on hebe!!! dunno why the sudden craze for her... aha den watched a lot of interesting videos like the evolution of hebe.. her 70 different hairstyles lol.. den watched 预告for 斗牛要不要! had been waiting for this show for a very long time since they said that hebe and he jun xiang will be acting together!!!!! both are my favourites!!!!! especially i always feel that it's unfair that hebe has never been in an idol show all by herself! she finally got her chance le!!!!!! YAY! haha looking forward to the show... MUZ buy the VCD when it's released!!!! and i also hope that i can buy MVP valentine and Westside story when i get my salary la... stupid brother! he borrowed from me and never returned... MVP valentine lose 2nd part... Westside story lose 3rd and 4th part!!!!! both are crucial parts of the show!!!!! stupid lor... now seldom see westside story le... :( and i tink i'm very weird leh... i realized that those artistes that i'm deep down crazy with are all.... ahem.. females!!!!! like hebe, angela zhang, kelly.. oops! for those males artistes.. though i act hua chi.. actually i dun really like them that much de leh... but anyway... my addiction for singing is coming back!!!!!! been wanting to sing! but i cant go kbox now that i'm working... :'( :'( :'( den weekends very expensive... is xueting willing to accompany me to sing kbox in the weekends :) :) :) and lyon too if u're free lol.. i wan to sing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday which is yesterday: work again... today helped my aunt more... helped her with salary things den now i noe how much is everyone's basic salary... hehehe.. today at least i din have time to slack! GOOD! sounds crazy but do u noe i have been slacking... i can sit there for half an hour without doing anyting! makes me feel that i bai1 take salary... happy that im more busy!!!! that's called work ma!!!!! and maybe is should be happy that i have this job... like how many sixteen year olds can get a job in a company that is located in... shenton way??? and pay at 7 dollars per hour... issue many many cheques... and mix around with the 上班族? i should be happy le la... tt time a job at an ice-cream shop 4.50 per hour xueting dun wan it leh... haha.. my mum said cos she saw that mine is 7 dollars per hour... is it cos of that? and i actually get to see a whole big stack of 1 thousand dollars notes!!!!!!!! and i can actually see things like "please debit 3 million dollars from our account" even though i'm still an office girl -.- do all the photocopy stuff... but as a super super 八卦 person... i can say i do know some gossips abt the biggest boss... as i photocopy and do filing... i can do a investigation of the ppl in the company! lol maybe won't sound interesting la.. cos i can almost fall asleep while working... and at first when i said i wanted to work, i was just joking.. i really din expect that i'll have this job -.- and sometimes i really feel like quitting it and just sleep and slack at home... i havent done my journals... and i did say i wanted to read more newspapers, read more on chinese lit and revise bio chem maths... but i did none!!!!! cos working already took up a lot of time... haiz i guess i have to go draw up a timetable liao..

sometimes i do feel that i'm very crazy to stuff myself with so many programmes... karate, piano, working, training and i still wan to chase after kelly... very busy now!!!! and i still have to exercise or else i cant fit into air rifle suit... super busy! but lucky training going to end this week... but bad thing is... have to plan for invitational next year... we wan it in march and yet nothing is done!!!!! and when chee guan and adeline comes back... have to settle publications stuff.... and i have a very strong feeling of quitting liao... cos i tink this whole thing is quite fei4... and i am unhappy inside it... tt time during training i actually said "wah.. dont' need to care abt publications stuff.. super shuang" i guess i'm really unhappy... dunno why tt time i was so enthusiastic... actually when i first discussed that with chee guan i was really very enthusiastic... but later.. got very dampened... cos felt that this thing will not work due to lack of support from the school, den this thing cant really get big.. all that... den tt stupid chee guan actually lectured me and told me "船到桥头自然直" and wat it's all because that u worry too much tt's why u stay stagnant in shooting... i had a strong feeling then to give him two tight slaps ok... who are u to lecture me? and please don't be so childish and impractical!!!!!!!!!!!! too ambitious won't do u any good... because since we are a brand new cca we have to work on practicality and not ideas!!!!!!! stupid idiot pig... makes my blood boil to think abt this stupid person... to think we actually thought we had similar personalities cos we were born on the same day... stupid la!!!!!!! don't think we can ever cooperate liao lor... if i really can get into MSC i'll quit publications despite the benefits it can give me... anyway i already hav leadership position in awc liao.. dun nid to rely on publications oso... he's hungry for power is his business... he can say i think i have slacked enough.. next 2 years i wan to work hard... 我等着瞧！slacked for four years.. u tink u wan to start working hard den ur brain will work hard? u're too naive. u said when this cca is on the verge of falling apart, u'll still stay on... let's see wat will suffer... ur studies k! stubborn. childish. naive. u're so ambitious! dunno what to say abt u -.- let's see what will happen next year lor... and i say it now... when he comes back and we have a meeting.. if i still cant see eye to eye with him, i'll seriously consider quitting together with kenneth! den i shall join maybe oraltorical?? if i cant get into MSC lo.. stupid idiotic pig... i tink i have never sent a sms filled with caps to any person lor... he's the first! i sent 2 in fact... he's super super super super overboard... tink he can order me around... showing no respect to me at all.. tink he's the chair den can order me around... can make decisions by himself without discussing with everyone... but never mind, it's a good thing that the school is there... whatever instructions that the school gave us is totally different from what he wans... he can wait long long for his ambitious ambitions to come through... WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA... i tink i sound too wicked... better stop now!!!!! but u have to look at the stupid smses that he sent me den u'll know what i mean!!!

It's been a long time since i blogged!!! back for a super super long post again haha... but i cant really remember what happened last week... ><

Monday: Work again... then reached home watched tv while exercising... haha cos i couldnt' fit into my shooting suit anymore!!!!

Tuesday: Work also lor... cant remember what happened at night le... probably watching tv while half sleeping ba?

Wednesday: Commencement ceremony... i tink it's quite boring actually... and this thing said will end at 1.15pm end up drag for one hour!!! i was quite pissed lor... but in the end i din rush back to work.. went to paya lebar with xue ting and lyon again to talk... lol.. den we ate kfc, ate a lot a lot!!!!! but supposed to accompany xue ting to look for jobs... got quite little job opportunities actually but she is so... erm fussy! -.- den later went for karate la.. usual..

Thursday: Work and went home! din go for karate... cos rebecca not coming as she's going china... so decided to go on saturdays for the time being lo

Friday: half day work.. den rush to training... i queued up for my lunch at subway for super long!!! until i was late! grrr... but luckily only late for 5 minutes! as usual jolene lai shot very well... but this time she improved with amazing speed... even coach ho asked us to look at her card.. i dunno how to describe... but imagine its her 3rd time touching a rifle.. and she can shoot a grouping that is around 3-5cm in diameter with 7 stray shots... and do u noe? it's actualy 50 shots!!!!! xiu rong open ur mouth wide... if i can i shall scan the card up :) but why is it she's JUZ not interested... super bei ceh... HAIZ. if she train full time... i have to say... my title of "best female shooter in A div" will be gone... but actually if she dun train full time, this title won't be there either... we got a new batch of super super talented newbies... haizzzzz seeeing them shoot makes me think that i shouldn't be in awc... HAIZ. been shooting badly again... still having the problem of not daring to shoot... dunno how to overcome that... HAIZ AGAIN...

Saturday: piano... den rush to karate... i felt giddy during warm-up again! it's the 3rd time le!!! dunno why is my fitness so weak... i look so dua chia... tt means big size la.. my mum said it's cos i'm too heavy tt i cant support my own weight -.- but i felt so diu lian cos the new-comers din felt anything and the small kids din hav any problems!!!!!!!! so in the end the chief coach told me to lie down on the floor... lol AA lor... den later everyone started to ask me "eh you not feeling well arh"... haizzzzzzzz den i'll tell them... haiz always like that... drink too little water! actually the whole day except for a cup of milk and my instant noodle soup i really din drink any water!! but anw later we did some sparring skills... for orange belt i tink... i couldnt' catch up again!!!!! it's like cant coordinate my moves... -.- super clumsy... but i quite like saturday's lessons! dunno why... aha... maybe next time i go on saturdays ba... and there got a whole family going down to learn! so nice lor! i told my mum to go with me and said "你想要我的命啊!" -.- cos her knees are hurting now... boo!

Sunday: stayed at home the whole day lor... super boring... but later at night.. suddenly felt very siao.. i actually went to youtube to search on videos on hebe!!! dunno why the sudden craze for her... aha den watched a lot of interesting videos like the evolution of hebe.. her 70 different hairstyles lol.. den watched 预告for 斗牛要不要! had been waiting for this show for a very long time since they said that hebe and he jun xiang will be acting together!!!!! both are my favourites!!!!! especially i always feel that it's unfair that hebe has never been in an idol show all by herself! she finally got her chance le!!!!!! YAY! haha looking forward to the show... MUZ buy the VCD when it's released!!!! and i also hope that i can buy MVP valentine and Westside story when i get my salary la... stupid brother! he borrowed from me and never returned... MVP valentine lose 2nd part... Westside story lose 3rd and 4th part!!!!! both are crucial parts of the show!!!!! stupid lor... now seldom see westside story le... :( and i tink i'm very weird leh... i realized that those artistes that i'm deep down crazy with are all.... ahem.. females!!!!! like hebe, angela zhang, kelly.. oops! for those males artistes.. though i act hua chi.. actually i dun really like them that much de leh... but anyway... my addiction for singing is coming back!!!!!! been wanting to sing! but i cant go kbox now that i'm working... :'( :'( :'( den weekends very expensive... is xueting willing to accompany me to sing kbox in the weekends :) :) :) and lyon too if u're free lol.. i wan to sing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday which is yesterday: work again... today helped my aunt more... helped her with salary things den now i noe how much is everyone's basic salary... hehehe.. today at least i din have time to slack! GOOD! sounds crazy but do u noe i have been slacking... i can sit there for half an hour without doing anyting! makes me feel that i bai1 take salary... happy that im more busy!!!! that's called work ma!!!!! and maybe is should be happy that i have this job... like how many sixteen year olds can get a job in a company that is located in... shenton way??? and pay at 7 dollars per hour... issue many many cheques... and mix around with the 上班族? i should be happy le la... tt time a job at an ice-cream shop 4.50 per hour xueting dun wan it leh... haha.. my mum said cos she saw that mine is 7 dollars per hour... is it cos of that? and i actually get to see a whole big stack of 1 thousand dollars notes!!!!!!!! and i can actually see things like "please debit 3 million dollars from our account" even though i'm still an office girl -.- do all the photocopy stuff... but as a super super 八卦 person... i can say i do know some gossips abt the biggest boss... as i photocopy and do filing... i can do a investigation of the ppl in the company! lol maybe won't sound interesting la.. cos i can almost fall asleep while working... and at first when i said i wanted to work, i was just joking.. i really din expect that i'll have this job -.- and sometimes i really feel like quitting it and just sleep and slack at home... i havent done my journals... and i did say i wanted to read more newspapers, read more on chinese lit and revise bio chem maths... but i did none!!!!! cos working already took up a lot of time... haiz i guess i have to go draw up a timetable liao..

sometimes i do feel that i'm very crazy to stuff myself with so many programmes... karate, piano, working, training and i still wan to chase after kelly... very busy now!!!! and i still have to exercise or else i cant fit into air rifle suit... super busy! but lucky training going to end this week... but bad thing is... have to plan for invitational next year... we wan it in march and yet nothing is done!!!!! and when chee guan and adeline comes back... have to settle publications stuff.... and i have a very strong feeling of quitting liao... cos i tink this whole thing is quite fei4... and i am unhappy inside it... tt time during training i actually said "wah.. dont' need to care abt publications stuff.. super shuang" i guess i'm really unhappy... dunno why tt time i was so enthusiastic... actually when i first discussed that with chee guan i was really very enthusiastic... but later.. got very dampened... cos felt that this thing will not work due to lack of support from the school, den this thing cant really get big.. all that... den tt stupid chee guan actually lectured me and told me "船到桥头自然直" and wat it's all because that u worry too much tt's why u stay stagnant in shooting... i had a strong feeling then to give him two tight slaps ok... who are u to lecture me? and please don't be so childish and impractical!!!!!!!!!!!! too ambitious won't do u any good... because since we are a brand new cca we have to work on practicality and not ideas!!!!!!! stupid idiot pig... makes my blood boil to think abt this stupid person... to think we actually thought we had similar personalities cos we were born on the same day... stupid la!!!!!!! don't think we can ever cooperate liao lor... if i really can get into MSC i'll quit publications despite the benefits it can give me... anyway i already hav leadership position in awc liao.. dun nid to rely on publications oso... he's hungry for power is his business... he can say i think i have slacked enough.. next 2 years i wan to work hard... 我等着瞧！slacked for four years.. u tink u wan to start working hard den ur brain will work hard? u're too naive. u said when this cca is on the verge of falling apart, u'll still stay on... let's see wat will suffer... ur studies k! stubborn. childish. naive. u're so ambitious! dunno what to say abt u -.- let's see what will happen next year lor... and i say it now... when he comes back and we have a meeting.. if i still cant see eye to eye with him, i'll seriously consider quitting together with kenneth! den i shall join maybe oraltorical?? if i cant get into MSC lo.. stupid idiotic pig... i tink i have never sent a sms filled with caps to any person lor... he's the first! i sent 2 in fact... he's super super super super overboard... tink he can order me around... showing no respect to me at all.. tink he's the chair den can order me around... can make decisions by himself without discussing with everyone... but never mind, it's a good thing that the school is there... whatever instructions that the school gave us is totally different from what he wans... he can wait long long for his ambitious ambitions to come through... WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA... i tink i sound too wicked... better stop now!!!!! but u have to look at the stupid smses that he sent me den u'll know what i mean!!!