I have decided to stop my weekly summaries le... cause my life's just SO SIAN nowadays :( i feel that my work is so sian... den like i bai1 take my wages... cos i din really do much... just filing and photocopying and most of the time sitting at my seat and fa dai... i tink the tea lady will be bushuang with me! hahaha... cos she has to vacuum the floor and make coffee tea clean up the office and her wages only a teeny weeny little more than mine! tt's why i feel guilty ma!

AND I'M HAVING A VERY STRONG URGE TO SING AT KBOX AGAIN! :(

i'm going to listen to my mum and stop 2 weeks before school reopens... then i can go out and go kbox le!!!!! who wans to go with me? :)

this week went karate myself without rebecca... quite ok actually haha... but got a newbie girl came and apparently dunno why she cant bend her knees... -.- den ask her to half squat she squat fully! den it's like i cant stretch my leg.. ok maybe rebecca will understand this better... but anyway i was just bushuang with her la... aha but newbie mah! so shall forgive her heehee.. hope i'll get the double promotion... hehe.. and rebecca's returned from china le! yay! den wednesday can partner with her.. but anyway on wednesday i partnered another girl orange belt de, wah she's very professional!!!!! love her!

talk abit about fri training ba... as usual i had to rush from work to cdans.. but luckily winnie auntie(my mentor la.. sort of) had to rush out something so she couldn't instruct me now and then wat to do, so she told me to leave first... it was 15 minutes earlier! so i escaped 15 minutes!!!!! -.- end up still not enuff time so had to takeaway food... so it's rush here rush there.. when i reached the mrt station my mrt was 1 minute away and yet i was quite far away from the mrt! but dunno why i still decided to rush thru.. so when i reached the platform the door closing thing was already blinking den i was down there thinking whether should rush in or not cos i'm scared of getting kiap! but i still hopped in.. and just nice when i hopped in the door closed! like the mrt was waiting for me leh! lol.. so i reached bukit gombak at 1.30.. i sat at the mrt there and ate my lunch! like so qi1 liang2... and so later went to cdans and train... coach ho taught us something new!! and this made me realize something..

no wonder when i was in nyt.. there would be periods whereby i cannot see the target properly... that time i was wondering what was wrong with my eyesight.. but later i could see the target clearly again.. it's something to do with my focusing and yet i do not realize that!!! no wonder my results are always firstly slowly crawling crawling to the top then it will crash down again.. cos my focusing will be slowing directed to my triggering and so my results will improve slowly.. but soon i'll be aware of what i'm doing and i'll start to look at the target more hoping that i'll hit the centre more.. and that's when i'm focusing on aiming instead of triggering.. and cos of that i'll tend to shake more and so cant shoot liao.. den i have to slowly train up to change my focusing! ok maybe normal ppl won't understand but i feel that it's really so qi2 miao4!!!! now that i noe abt this.. hopefully i can improve more... coach ho said with this can shoot within 8 circle le.. and i remembered when i was in sec 2 in nyt, i could do that a few times!!!!! and that's when i couldnt' see the target properly... it's so... qi2 miao4!!!!!! now suddenly feel like training more le... but HAVE TO WORK!!!!! and i seriously don't want to rush anymore and besides i already told the colleagues there that this week was my last training... HAIZ.. never mind, next year!!!!! anyway i could do that before, so should be no problem le!!! suddenly i see hope in shooting!!!!!

last nite my mum had food poisoning then it was so worrying to see her in pain! so later dad decided to drive her to see doctor.. den she kept saying that she'll take taxi on her own.. -.- tt's considerate but don't u noe ppl will worry abt u! den later when she finally vomitted she said aiya den dun need to go le.. den my dad was saying.. food poisoning u tink vomit den no problem le hah! den my mum finally relented -.- at first my dad wanted me to follow but later my mum refused to let me go lor... HMPH! cos my brother wasn't at home.. so only my grandma and two maids were at home... aiya no one educated at home oso never mind de mah! at least like i dun need to worry!!! but later i still fell asleep... LOL.. it's like in drama serials u'll have ppl saying that they worry till they dun hav appetite or they cant sleep.. but in real life.. is it true? :)

and yes they finally replayed shuang tian zhi zun!!!!!! yay shall follow it closely now! when it was first shown on tv i wasn't even born.. but really love this show!! i downloaded the first episode le.. but now finally can watch on tv!! den can record down liao! YAY!!!!

i finally worked out my things to do even though time is running out.. quite a lot!!! dun tink i can accomplish them >.< try la!!!! still got GP journals -.-

and anyway... when my mum first told me that the dragonboat national team got 5 ppl missing.. i was quite shocked den when i found out more abt the whole situation, i was really quite worried.. because national team!!! they are the elites!! and now these 5 males are found.. but not alive.. haiz.. one of them is njc pe teacher... cant imagine if he were my teacher lor... dunno how i would feel! it's really sad... it's like 5 of them are still very young! why singapore is so suay!!!!! haiz maybe this will be a lesson learnt and ppl will noe the importance of life-jackets ba! :(

3rd december is coming soon.......

I have decided to stop my weekly summaries le... cause my life's just SO SIAN nowadays :( i feel that my work is so sian... den like i bai1 take my wages... cos i din really do much... just filing and photocopying and most of the time sitting at my seat and fa dai... i tink the tea lady will be bushuang with me! hahaha... cos she has to vacuum the floor and make coffee tea clean up the office and her wages only a teeny weeny little more than mine! tt's why i feel guilty ma!

AND I'M HAVING A VERY STRONG URGE TO SING AT KBOX AGAIN! :(

i'm going to listen to my mum and stop 2 weeks before school reopens... then i can go out and go kbox le!!!!! who wans to go with me? :)

this week went karate myself without rebecca... quite ok actually haha... but got a newbie girl came and apparently dunno why she cant bend her knees... -.- den ask her to half squat she squat fully! den it's like i cant stretch my leg.. ok maybe rebecca will understand this better... but anyway i was just bushuang with her la... aha but newbie mah! so shall forgive her heehee.. hope i'll get the double promotion... hehe.. and rebecca's returned from china le! yay! den wednesday can partner with her.. but anyway on wednesday i partnered another girl orange belt de, wah she's very professional!!!!! love her!

talk abit about fri training ba... as usual i had to rush from work to cdans.. but luckily winnie auntie(my mentor la.. sort of) had to rush out something so she couldn't instruct me now and then wat to do, so she told me to leave first... it was 15 minutes earlier! so i escaped 15 minutes!!!!! -.- end up still not enuff time so had to takeaway food... so it's rush here rush there.. when i reached the mrt station my mrt was 1 minute away and yet i was quite far away from the mrt! but dunno why i still decided to rush thru.. so when i reached the platform the door closing thing was already blinking den i was down there thinking whether should rush in or not cos i'm scared of getting kiap! but i still hopped in.. and just nice when i hopped in the door closed! like the mrt was waiting for me leh! lol.. so i reached bukit gombak at 1.30.. i sat at the mrt there and ate my lunch! like so qi1 liang2... and so later went to cdans and train... coach ho taught us something new!! and this made me realize something..

no wonder when i was in nyt.. there would be periods whereby i cannot see the target properly... that time i was wondering what was wrong with my eyesight.. but later i could see the target clearly again.. it's something to do with my focusing and yet i do not realize that!!! no wonder my results are always firstly slowly crawling crawling to the top then it will crash down again.. cos my focusing will be slowing directed to my triggering and so my results will improve slowly.. but soon i'll be aware of what i'm doing and i'll start to look at the target more hoping that i'll hit the centre more.. and that's when i'm focusing on aiming instead of triggering.. and cos of that i'll tend to shake more and so cant shoot liao.. den i have to slowly train up to change my focusing! ok maybe normal ppl won't understand but i feel that it's really so qi2 miao4!!!! now that i noe abt this.. hopefully i can improve more... coach ho said with this can shoot within 8 circle le.. and i remembered when i was in sec 2 in nyt, i could do that a few times!!!!! and that's when i couldnt' see the target properly... it's so... qi2 miao4!!!!!! now suddenly feel like training more le... but HAVE TO WORK!!!!! and i seriously don't want to rush anymore and besides i already told the colleagues there that this week was my last training... HAIZ.. never mind, next year!!!!! anyway i could do that before, so should be no problem le!!! suddenly i see hope in shooting!!!!!

last nite my mum had food poisoning then it was so worrying to see her in pain! so later dad decided to drive her to see doctor.. den she kept saying that she'll take taxi on her own.. -.- tt's considerate but don't u noe ppl will worry abt u! den later when she finally vomitted she said aiya den dun need to go le.. den my dad was saying.. food poisoning u tink vomit den no problem le hah! den my mum finally relented -.- at first my dad wanted me to follow but later my mum refused to let me go lor... HMPH! cos my brother wasn't at home.. so only my grandma and two maids were at home... aiya no one educated at home oso never mind de mah! at least like i dun need to worry!!! but later i still fell asleep... LOL.. it's like in drama serials u'll have ppl saying that they worry till they dun hav appetite or they cant sleep.. but in real life.. is it true? :)

and yes they finally replayed shuang tian zhi zun!!!!!! yay shall follow it closely now! when it was first shown on tv i wasn't even born.. but really love this show!! i downloaded the first episode le.. but now finally can watch on tv!! den can record down liao! YAY!!!!

i finally worked out my things to do even though time is running out.. quite a lot!!! dun tink i can accomplish them >.< try la!!!! still got GP journals -.-

and anyway... when my mum first told me that the dragonboat national team got 5 ppl missing.. i was quite shocked den when i found out more abt the whole situation, i was really quite worried.. because national team!!! they are the elites!! and now these 5 males are found.. but not alive.. haiz.. one of them is njc pe teacher... cant imagine if he were my teacher lor... dunno how i would feel! it's really sad... it's like 5 of them are still very young! why singapore is so suay!!!!! haiz maybe this will be a lesson learnt and ppl will noe the importance of life-jackets ba! :(

3rd december is coming soon.......